been in hospital
February 27, 2009 5:13pm
friday - 27 - febuary
i been in hospital since the day after i was last on here untill a week ago.
a so called friend, contacted my doctor, …
annamee1 
2:29pm, October 23, 2009
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About Me
annamee1
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About Me
update ....... i have a new BoyFriend who i am in the middle of moving in with ( hence why i not been on ) i love Him so and i know He loves me. but heres the problem, He says i need to eat more and that what im doing is not dieting its the S word. im a 36 year old female. a fat 10 stone. i have one pig of a male sibling and one sister, who has a cute 3 year old daughter. my dad remarried and moved to australia when i was a teenager. my mother remarried only a few years ago, but he past away. i have visited my dad a few times in oz, the first time i went, ide never flown before, went on my own, and my dad didnt know i was going, and it wasent till i got on plane i thourght, ooooppppppsssssssss what if he gone on holiday, but he was there, i got a taxi from airport to his and just knocked on the door, i will never forget the look on his face.
update ....... i have a new BoyFriend who i am in the middle of moving in with ( hence why i not been on ) i love Him so and i know He loves me. but heres the problem, He says i need to eat more and that what im doing is not dieting its the S word. im a 36 year old female. a fat 10 stone. i have one pig of a male sibling and one sister, who has a cute 3 year old daughter. my dad remarried and moved to australia when i was a teenager. my mother remarried only a few years ago, but he past away. i have
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Interests
alternative therepys, crystals and there healing properties, reading ( true stories mainly ) *serious dieting*
alternative therepys, crystals and there healing properties, reading ( true stories mainly ) *serious
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i wish ..............
September 16, 2008 4:35am
i wish i could say my diet was working, but its not,
dispite others saying i am getting thinner.
i still feel as fat and see fat when i look in …
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in pain !
July 6, 2008 7:00am
sunday 6 july
i have been around but not felt upto writing.
i have been in pain for just over a week now,
i had abcess just under right …
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fat 10 stone yuk !
May 15, 2008 5:29pm
thursday 15 may 2008
i have been a fat 10 stone for quite a while,
i hate it, i hate me.
i am on a self punishment diet which is not …
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Journal Entry for December 12, 2007
December 12, 2007 3:20pm
wednesday 12th december
i am feeling quite low, i have lost someone important to me, with them saying to me they can only be friends with me.
i fully …
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Little Love
hey sis i love u
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Little Love
know i'm thinkinbg of u sis. i hope u r ok. love em.ps i have a letter and pictures 4 u i need your addy.
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Little Love
know i'm thinkinbg of u sis. i hope u r ok. love em.ps i have a letter and pictures 4 u i need your addy.
Hug
How are you hon?I read about you a little.How could anyone not love you?I don't see anyone hating you.I am praying and hoping you are ok.big hugs
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hon,that's not good.love ya,tammy
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Childi am a 35 year old female, i was raped by a family member and became pregnant, but ended up losing my child before she was born, she would of been 21 this year, 2007, i miss her so much, i cant stop thinking of what she would be like now, would she of looked like me, would she of hated me. i called her emma
Treatments
Close Sexual Abuse
i have been abused by 2 people, a family member, when i was in my teens, for a number of years and a stranger once. i was raped by family member and have only resently been able to tell some-one, he is very supportive and i love him for it, i have resently started having dreams about it. the stranger he raped me wear i used to live, in my home. i am sorry if i sound cold and matter of fact, but it is the only way i can write it down without falling apart
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- if i am thinking about what happend to me, i play my favourite music and it helps focas my mind back on the here and now, though it does not work all the time
- Talking Working / Worked
- i talk to my friend about the dreams i have and it helps me get over the dreams quicker than i did without talking. thu-15-may-08, it has been a while since i have talked to my friend about my dreams, as we are not as close, i feel really low, i want to sleep and not wake up that way i wouldnt remember the dreams.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
i am a fat 10 stone ( 140 pounds ) and need to lose a good 3 stone, i am on a self punishment diet at the moment
Treatments
- Counting Calories Not Working
- Eat Less Not Working
- Slim-Fast Somewhat Helpful
Open Eating Disorders
people i know especially friends say i have an ed, but i do not beleive i do, i am a fat 10 stone, and need to lose a good 3 ston. i am just on a self punishment diet, if i eat food i punishmyself.
Open Depression
i have been depressed most of my life, there is not oneday that has gone by that i have not felt serverlly low about some part of my life.
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