In Deep Pain
August 31, 2008 9:24am
It's been almost a year since Bill died. I haven't been able to pick up the pieces of my life and I'm starting to wonder if I ever will. …
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mysticgem
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Mom with 3 kids, like movies, boating reading.
Mom with 3 kids, like movies, boating reading.
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i LOST MY JOB
April 9, 2008 11:16am
I lost my job today. i really feel like Im at the lowest point of my life. I know there are other jobs and I have to find something right away i just …
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Journal Entry for March 30, 2008
March 30, 2008 1:53pm
I have been triing to love myself more and trying to keep busy.
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Journal Entry for March 21, 2008
March 21, 2008 6:59pm
I really want so much to be happy and secure,I just can't seem to get my life together since Bill's death. I feel so horribly lonely I've …
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Journal Entry for February 22, 2008
February 22, 2008 10:22pm
I feel sad lately none of my friends on here talk to me anymore except Norma (what a kind person angel wings) I care about all of you and hope you …
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HELLO LIKE TO BE FRIENDS AND TALK I THINK WE SOME THINGS IN COMMON I HAVE BRAIN CANCER TO AND WE COULD TALK AND HELP EACH OTHER AND I'M A TRUE FRIEN AND WHEN EVER YOU NEED ME I HERE FOR YOU IF NOT JUST LEAVE ME A MESSAGE AND I WILL GET BACK TO YOU I DONT TURN MY BACK ON MY FRIENDS..............HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.........RUSTY
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Don't know how you're doing. Sorry, it's been forever since I came on here. I hope you're doing much better now. In times like these all you can do is pray/hope for the best. Just know that it will get better at some point. I wish you the best. Big HUGS and God bless.
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I’m With You
We are never alone when we have God on our side. Turn to him and allow your friends to help you through this. You are beautiful and Mr. right will come along but for now just take a step back and try to get your life back. Focus on your daughter and allow god to carry you through this. For when he closes a door he opens a window. Take some time to look through the widow. May God bless you.
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sweetie I have made it a year , it was and is not easy. I have to I have two girls and four cats , they need me. So much has happened and more will. I have lost mom this year also and my sister has lung cancer and I have a kid that has my anxiety. I have a mediocre job and I can never leave or lose it and I rent a house that is up for sale and overpriced, and a car that needs repairs. hint: one day at a time and that is how I do I have found comfort to an extent in my new church a first for me !! I have joined bible study with out ever reading the bible , but I have to start somewhere, so do you my dear. Pick what is right for you and keep busy even if its walking or reading/ XXOO
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionIm suffering from stress,panic attacks and depression. I want to get better so I can work. My husband is sick with cancer and I need to work.
Treatments
Open Head and Neck cancers
My husband has head and neck cancer. We thought he was in remission but the cancer has returned. He is in the hospital right now but is so stressed and angry and wants to leave. I don't know what to do he is taking all of his anger out on me. He is also an alcoholic.
Treatments
- Chemotherapy Working / Worked
- did not work
- Radiotherapy Working / Worked
- they are not sure if he can have radiation again.
- Surgery Somewhat Helpful
- we thought that they had gotten it all but he has another mass.
Open GERD & Heartburn
I have acid reflux, major heartburn. Looking for advice on the best meds .
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Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/Spousemy husband died 8 days ago. he had head and neck cancer. We thought he had 6 to 8 months left but he didn't. Along with grief I'm also suffering from depression and anxiety disorder.
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- Crying Working / Worked
- I can't control it I've been criing constantly
- Music Working / Worked
- It helps somewhat
- Pets Working / Worked
- Love my two cats they give me so much love.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Don't know how I would ever cope without my faith and prayer!
- Remembering Not Working
- Too painfull
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
I have IBS. It's really hard to know what to eat. It flares up worse when I'm upset
Treatments
- Chamomile Working / Worked
- High Fiber Diet Somewhat Helpful
Open Financial Challenges
Looking for a job,need to be able to support my family.
Treatments
- Budgeting Working / Worked
Open Widows & Widowers
My Husband died on October 20th. I'm feeling very sad and loney since he passed away.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I've been a smoker for several years. I really want to quit and I'm hoping this group will help me.
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- Hard Candy Working / Worked
- doesnt really help
- Nicotine Patch Working / Worked
- helped somewhat
Open Bipolar Disorder
Im wondering if I could be bipolar due to the way Im reacting to meds for depression and anxiety
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
