It has been a long time
January 27, 2009 8:14pm
Well, it has been over a year since I wrote in this journal. Sometimes I feel as though I have come so far, and other times I don't. …
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I have been with my husband for 12 years and married for 8. I have 3 beautiful children. A wonderful home. Great job...and my life is a living hell! I am having the hardest time dealing with this. It just won't go away. He seems to not understand my feelings...he keeps wanting me to recognize that he is trying, but it is just not enough for me. He ruined my LIFE! I pray everyday.
I have been with my husband for 12 years and married for 8. I have 3 beautiful children. A wonderful home. Great job...and my life is a living hell! I am having the hardest time dealing with this. It just won't go away. He seems to not understand my feelings...he keeps wanting me to recognize that he is trying, but it is just not enough for me. He ruined my LIFE! I pray everyday.
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Journal Entry for October 5, 2007
October 5, 2007 10:06pm
Today was hard. I found out yesterday that the OW lost the baby (so he says) and he is upset because I wasn't jumping for joy. Yeah …
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just hang in there.i keep hearing this gets better so im just going to believe
I’m With You
I know just how you are feeling you have been here for awhile, so have I. I really feel some of us can't let go of the past. I am in the same boat. Take care of you, and if you need to talk let me know, here for you.
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That you for the note bad day and I needed that, he is going on evry day like this never happed he say to me he love me and he is sorry but i do not know what to think of it all.
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Thanks for your hug too, this is all so hard. Why do people who supposedly love us have to hurt us so painfully? You know i am so bitter, i can't take the lies, too many of them, it is almost harder sometimes than the affair. I went out to the bars and felt like betraying him too, had a little bit of kissing etc but couldn't do it, I am not that low. prayers for all of us.
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Close Infidelity
I have been with my husband for 12 years, but we have only been married for 8. My D-day was Feb. 22, 2007. I am still dealing with this situation. We have 3 kids...and I still don't know what to do.
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- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- It has been so hard. I don't trust him. This is the hardest thing that I ever had to grow throw in my life. And I have not had an easy life.
Close Breakups & Divorce
I have been married to my H for 10 years. We have 3 wonderful children. I am tired of this rollercoater called marriage. I need help figuring out if we have grown apart. Is it time to say goodbye to our marriage?
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Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentI lost my mom on 2/12/2009. Life does go on, but sometimes you wonder how? How am I supposed to be the same when she is not here anymore.
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- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- Keeping Busy Too Soon to Tell
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
