Journal Entry for October 3, 2007
October 3, 2007 12:31am
2day was an ok day. i am starting to feel like i am coming down wit a cold or the flu. i hope not cuz i HATE being sick. . . i got told that i am …
LaGuera2009 
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About Me
LaGuera2009
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About Me
HI I AM HEATHER! I AM 16 YRS YUNG. I HAVE BEEN THRU SOO MANY ROUGH ROADS IN MY LIFE, ONLY TO BECOME THE PERSON I AM TODAY. I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED BY MY STEPBROTHER STARTING AT THE AGE OF 7 ALL THE WAY TO THE AGE OF 13. WHEN I CAME OUT WITH THE DEEP DARK SCRET, MY FATHER DID NOT BELEIVE ME AND DISOWNED ME. HE CHOSE HIS WIFE AND HER SON (THE GUY WHO SEXUALLY ABUSED ME) OVER HIS OWN DAUGHTER. ALSO WHEN I WAS GOING THRU ALL THIS I LOST MY CLOSEST COUSIN TO A HEROIN OVERDOSE. I GOT THRU ALL THIS THEN, BACAME DIAGNOSED WITH CERVICAL CANCER. THANK GOD I OVERCAME ALL THIS! IT HAS MADE ME A BETTER PERSON. I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. I USED TO CUT MYSELF AND USED DRUGS AND ALCOHAL. AFTER EVERTHING I WENT THRU, AFTER ALL THE BAD STUFF I RAN TO WITH MY PROBLEMS, I OVERCAME MY PROBLEMS. I AM AN EXAMPLE THAT THERE IS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL! I STILL DONT TALK TO MY FATHER, BUT ITS OK. I HAVE A WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND WHO IS HERE FOR ME. HE IS EVERYTHING MY FATHER WASNT. HE IS THE MAN OF MY LIFE NOW. I REALLY HOPE MY STORY HAS TOUCHED SOME OF YOU, AND I HOPE YOU KNOW YOUR NOT ALONE! I AM ALWAYS OPEN TO TALKING ABOUT STUFF! PLEASE DONT HESITATE TO SEND ME A MESSAGE! GOD BLESS =]
HI I AM HEATHER! I AM 16 YRS YUNG. I HAVE BEEN THRU SOO MANY ROUGH ROADS IN MY LIFE, ONLY TO BECOME THE PERSON I AM TODAY. I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED BY MY STEPBROTHER STARTING AT THE AGE OF 7 ALL THE WAY TO THE AGE OF 13. WHEN I CAME OUT WITH THE DEEP DARK SCRET, MY FATHER DID NOT BELEIVE ME AND DISOWNED ME. HE CHOSE HIS WIFE AND HER SON (THE GUY WHO SEXUALLY ABUSED ME) OVER HIS OWN DAUGHTER. ALSO WHEN I WAS GOING THRU ALL THIS I LOST MY CLOSEST COUSIN TO A HEROIN OVERDOSE. I GOT THRU ALL THIS THEN,
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I LIKE TO DANCE AND GO TO THE MOVIES AND GO TO GO BOWLING. I LOVE SCHOOL NOW =] SO THAT FUN!
I LIKE TO DANCE AND GO TO THE MOVIES AND GO TO GO BOWLING. I LOVE SCHOOL NOW =] SO THAT FUN!
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Journal Entry for October 2, 2007
October 2, 2007 9:44am
so i am about to go get ready for school. i really dont want to go. my English teacher is well lets just say she favorites her "race". she …
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Journal Entry for October 1, 2007
October 1, 2007 10:59pm
TODAY WAS AN OK DAY. I DIDNT GET TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND =[ I GET TO SEE HIM EVERYDAY. BUT HE IS BUSY WITH WORK THO SO I CANT GET MAD. SCHOOL WAS OK. I …
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May ure day be WARM & BREEZY ........LIGHT & EASY........ May everything be SUNNY and .......SWEET as HUNNY....... ...May all be well & rite... .......HAPPY & BRIGHT...... Wishing u a GREAT day & may ...LOVE PEACE & HAPPINESS... ....always come ure way.... ***karen***
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Just on line and saw you were here as well....just wanted to say Hi!!
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Thank You! I appreciate it so much! I love you!
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This is Trooper the drooper.To see how your feeling .What your going trough gotta be a hard thing.My support is here anytime,Or if you just want to talk my ears are here.......BOB.
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I need a weekend in Vegas hun!!
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Close Depression - Teen
WHEN I WAS GOING THROUGH EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE. I TURNED TO CUTTING AND FELT LIKE NOTHING WAS EVER GOING TO BE RIGHT. I SLEPT ALOT AND FELT LIKE I DIDNT BELONG IN THIS WORLD. THANK GOD I GOT THRU IT! IT IS SOMETHING THAT IS REALLY INDESCRIBABLE. AND WHEN YOU ARE DEPRESSED,YOU FELL LIKE NOBODY UNDERSTANDS. AND PEOPLE DO UNDERSTAND! AND PEOPLE ARE HERE TO HELP!
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- Pets Working / Worked
- I LOOOOVE MY DOG ROCO. HE ALWAYS MADE IT SEEM LIKE I HAD A FRIEND. SOMEONE THAT I COULD CRY TO. AS STUPID AS IT SOUNDS. IT REALLY HELPED ME!
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS! AS HARD AS IT IS. ALWAYS THINK POSITIVE! ITS ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS TO DO, BUT IT REALLY HELPED ME!
- Talking Working / Worked
- OH MY GOODNESS, IF I DIDNT TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT MY PROBLEMS, I DONT THINK I WOULD HAVE MADE IT THROUGH! IT IS ALWAYS SOOO IMPORTANT TO TALK!!
Close Sexual Abuse
I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED BY MY STEP BROTHER FOR 6 YEARS. IT WAS THE HARDEST THING TO TELL SOMEBODY ABOUT. BUT , BOY, AM I GLAD I GOT THAT SECRET OUT. HE RAPED ME AT KNIFE POINT WHILE THREATING TO KILL MY LITTLE BROTHERS IF I SAID SOMETHING TO ANYONE. HE REALLY HERT MY SOMETIMES BY CHOKING ME OR EVEN HITTING ME. IT WAS HORRIBLE. IM GLAD IM AWAY FROM ALL THAT NOWW. BUT I AM WILLING TO SHARE MY STORY WITH ANYONE WHO NEEDS SOMEONE TO TALK TO!
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- I HAD TO LEAVE MOST OF MY FAMILY TO GET AWAY FROM THE ISSUE! IT WAS SOOO HARD! BUT IT WORKED
