rob76's Journal

today is even worse,,,i dont know if i want to live like this,,,,the doctor gave me prednisone and it made my condition worse,,,a lot,,,i cant believe how intense the ringing and whistling is ,,,iv almost lost my mind today twice.what if the prednisone made it permenanly worse,,,this really unbearable,,i cant function this way...like having blown fuses in your head,,i wish i could get some sleep,,,some rest,,,from this..i feel so isolated from the rest of the world,,,by far this is the loneliest i have ever felt in my life,,,feels like there is a hurricaine in my head,,im supposed to go back to work on thirsday but i dont see it happening,,,i cant go outside without earplugs...