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debgoodnight 
1:04am, March 10, 2009
I am out of the shock now, and on to the realization of what he did and how he initially blamed me - typical response from what I have read.
He chose this, I did not force him to seek out other women, now he is crying like a baby that he loves me and wants to stay together.
I am at a point where if he wants this, then he needs to show by his actions that he does and not by his words - because so far, all of his words have been lies.
But even so, I am not sure that I want to get back together; how can you trust this same person that promised to be faithful to you that after 10 years of marriage - well, actually, he was cheating on me during our 10th anniversary.
If I have any hope, I can not trust him with that glimmer of hope because he has destroyed anything that I given him so far.
Just disgusted today.
