josmos's Journal

Not been feeling too good the last few days - Matthew's Angel Day is coming up on Saturday, 3rd May, and I am so not looking forward to it.  I just cannot believe that it has been a whole year since we lost him - where has all this time gone?

I miss him so very much and feel so sad at the moment, can't stop crying - I seem to be on my own as well - as Paul my hubby is always working and I never hardly see him anymore - I love my kids so much, but it's very lonely when I sit on my own in the evenings - it's bad enough during the daytime when the kids are at school - I have to get out or like today, keep myself busy or I feel I will just go mad!!