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socc951 
5:13pm, September 14, 2009
i so bad wanna cut, and just get it over with......grrr! it's been 12 days since i last f-ing cut.
debate right now inside my head:
if i cut with Christian music on, i'll look, and feel like a hypocrite. and also will feel like i haven't tried hard enough to fight the temptation.
but if i cut with secular music on, then it'll look like i wasn't even trying to connect with Him. that i wasn't trying to fight the temptation....
wth(hell)?
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i know how you feel... i want to cut sooooo bad right now, and yet i don't!!! AHH! it's a tough fight.
seesawmae
Logan... there shouldnt be a correct mood set for an action like that. I am sorry you are feeling that way I have been to... I wish I could help you in some way. I find if I do a task it changes my mind... just know that a craving only lasts 7 minutes.. now whether or not it is repeatedly differs but if you can go 7 minutes you can go another. I hope you are feeling a little better.
Kristyn