Journal Entry for October 26, 2009
October 26, 2009 6:24pm
no more paroxetine. I'm so proud, its been the hardest addiction to ever beat. I've been awake for days at a time, I've been nauseous …
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sleepykitten
7:29pm, September 4, 2009
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sleepykitten
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About Me
I'm a really open, honest girl. Ask me anything- I'll prove it with a straight answer. I am living in Holland at the moment with my boyfriend which is all going pretty well. I've struggled with a lot in my life but I feel like I'm coming out the other side recently. I think my life is awesome I wouldn't swap with anybody. I love helping people and I'm always here to listen. I also struggle with food intolerances and IBS as well as the psychiatric stuff so....yeah thats me! I am studying fashion and doing an internship at the moment.
I'm a really open, honest girl. Ask me anything- I'll prove it with a straight answer. I am living in Holland at the moment with my boyfriend which is all going pretty well. I've struggled with a lot in my life but I feel like I'm coming out the other side recently. I think my life is awesome I wouldn't swap with anybody. I love helping people and I'm always here to listen. I also struggle with food intolerances and IBS as well as the psychiatric stuff so....yeah thats me! I am studying fashion and
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sleepykitten gave ShazzerInc a hug 5:25pm
its ok, I hope you had a good one. I'm starting to feel old now, are you?…
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sleepykitten commented on ShazzerInc’s journal entry I am a contradiction......... 5:24pm
joy holy shaz is muslim, why the hell are you talking about jesus christ to him? thats very ignorant.…
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sleepykitten commented on ShazzerInc’s journal entry I am a contradiction......... 5:24pm
I used to think I would never get a boyfriend, ever ever ever I just could not see it ever happening.…
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sleepykitten gave moondancer2 a hug 4:58pm
ello lovely to hear from you. I'm fine just insanely busy, it keeps my mind off stuff though which is…
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sleepykitten and MissCheekyChops are now friends 4:57pm
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Journal Entry for September 2, 2009
September 2, 2009 5:54pm
I wish I could be alone all the time. I feel so depressed, I hate my boyfriend for making me feel this way. It sounds silly, but he has gone out …
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Journal Entry for August 26, 2009
August 26, 2009 3:52am
I'm pissed off about getting raped. I can't sleep because I keep thinking about it. Not even just raped, everything. I'm such a stronger …
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Yep I sure am, hope you are well..........
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Hey Katie, thanks so much for the birthday wishes I just got. Uni is going as well it can be, things are hard, getting down a lot but you gotta fight it, how are you? Hope all is well with you. Thinking of you, always hoping things are going good with you......
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hi how's it's going? I am fine. Here'ss abig hug. LOve and hugs, Md2.
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Hey Katie how are you doing? I hope you are well. What have you been upto?
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Close Self-Injury
I have been self harming since I was a little girl, I still struggle with it. I managed to stop for a whole year but I decided to let myself do it shallowly if I need too as I have developed a nasty habit of overdosing to self harm.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Crying Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
Close Sexual Abuse
I was mollested as a child so I'm trying to deal with that now. Things have not been helped experiencing being drugged and raped by my ex boyfriend several times. But now I'm with a really special person who loves me a lot :)
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Crying Working / Worked
Open Anxiety
I got diagnosed with anxiety disorder when I was 17. I have had a lot of clincal psychology which has helped a little and been on two kinds of medication. I still suffer but it helps to be open about things which trigger me so people who care about me can help me avoid those situations.
Treatments
- Breathwork Somewhat Helpful
- Inderal Working / Worked
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Crying Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Its long and boring!
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Leave Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Rape
I was drugged and raped by my boyfriend for a few months. I was alseep or unconcious most of the time so I'm not really sure how I feel or how I fit in here.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I've been told I have Ptsd symptoms from other people on this board. So I thought even if I haven't been diagnosed with it it may be helpful to understand some of the things that are going on in my head right now.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Inderal Working / Worked
- Paxil Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Personality Disorders
My doctor let it slip a while ago that I had bpd! he didn't realise I hand't been told. Whoops! so I dont know much about it as my doctors wont discuss it with me.
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
I Have just been diagnosed last week. Am glad all the tests are over. My life has changed pretty durasticly since I got sick. I dont have diareah and constipation, I just get a lot of nausea, pain and vomiting.
Treatments
- Aloe Vera Working / Worked
- it calms my stomach a lot and I think it helps with nausea, its refreshing.
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- I've been on a strict diet of no dairy, gluten or egg. Not only do I feel a lot better than when I was sick I feel better than I ever have in my life.
- Chamomile Working / Worked
- ginger also works. I drink ginger tea in the morning and chamomile at night.
- Peppermint Working / Worked
- calms nausea.
- Probiotics Not Working
Open Arthritis
I'm only 22 but have got arthritis in my knees! I was so shocked to be diagnosed with it, but apparently a lot of people get it young, since not many of my peers have it I figured I could get some advice on here!
Treatments
- Glucosamine/Chondroitin Somewhat Helpful
