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About Me

I feel guilty even registering on this site, I don't have the problems that most do on here.. no physicaL or sexual abuse, no divorces. I have had relationship problems, I have anxiety, stress and confidence problems, especially in work. I'm young (though I seem to have a mind 20 years older) with lots of famtastic and close friends but they do not live nearby. I have a loving family but they don't seem to be enough. I want what my folks amd my older sisters have.. loving family etc..Im not anorexic, bulimic (though I did try to physically hurt myself and make myself sick for about 4 weeks but I realised it was a ridiculous control issue), though I still have 'food issues' and obsessed with my weight. I have a sucessful job though I live on my own with too much time to think. I don't like myself, I'm lonely. Though I seem to have plenty of opportunities with guys, I don't seem to be able to hold down a relationship I think I am too busy looking for mr perfect as I was so hurt. I get so low I turn to alcohol. Too many bottles of red wine! Thanks for reading.

I feel guilty even registering on this site, I don't have the problems that most do on here.. no physicaL or sexual abuse, no divorces. I have had relationship problems, I have anxiety, stress and confidence problems, especially in work. I'm young (though I seem to have a mind 20 years older) with lots of famtastic and close friends but they do not live nearby. I have a loving family but they don't seem to be enough. I want what my folks amd my older sisters have.. loving family etc..Im not anorexic,