Journal Entry for December 29, 2007
December 29, 2007 12:26am
so yeah, i am drunk.
i know i know, not the best answer to all my problems.
I spent wayyyyy too much money, i probably wont be able …
Karri27 
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About Me
Im a hairstylist and I love love love it!! I was born to do it and it helps me so much when i need to be creative. I love cutting hair.. how ironic since I like to cut myself too LOL but anyway, it brings me such pleasure when I am able to make someone beautiful!!!
Im a hairstylist and I love love love it!! I was born to do it and it helps me so much when i need to be creative. I love cutting hair.. how ironic since I like to cut myself too LOL but anyway, it brings me such pleasure when I am able to make someone beautiful!!!
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where have u been?? hope u ok?
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Hi Karri, how are you? I haven't heard from you for awhile. How was your New Year? Oh I read your journal and it says you love to cut hair, so I got a question for you. If you have a fat face and a double chin and you want shoulder length hair and it's a little wavy and fine, what kind of haircut would you suggest? I also like it layered at the sides. If you have pics can you send them to me. thanks and write soon. I hope you are ok, HUGS Margaret.
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My hair stylist refused to give me a Mohawk. Would you do the deed ?
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Close Self-Injury
I am an artistic person who is emotional and I have always been this way. The down side to being artistic is being aware of pain and the need to express it. But also not knowing how to cope with pain. Ive been a serious cutter ( no scratches or burning but serious deep laserations that takes weeks and months to heal) for quite a long time. I used to be able to control it but recently it is getting harder. I am now able to say that I need help. I just dont know how to get started.
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
- I was admitted for suicide attempt, and they let me out as long as i went to a counselour. Im an outgoing person who seems happy so I found that i could lie my way out of it and no one would confront me on it.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- I took welbutrin xl for a while. It worked at first and then in two weeks I went from just sad to suicidal. I ended up in the hospital for a while and then let out and told I wasnt being put on anything. I thought that meant that I didnt need anything and I have been struggling for a long time. Im afraid to go on anything else b/c of the effect that the wellbutrin had on me. Even though I think that I do need something.
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- I liked xanax when I was at home so i could sleep but the rest of the time I couldnt take it b/c it made me so tired. I cant get anyone to give it to me so I took some of my moms for a while. She has history of depression so she needs them more than i do.
Close Obesity
I used to be really into working out and i had a trainer and was in great shape. I got on some anti depressants b/c i was going through a really bad break up. It ended up being the wrong thing for me to be on and I tried to kill myself. after that i knew that i needed to take care of myself mentally and started ignoring myself physically.. now i eat and eat and eat. its like i am out of control.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- i was on the zone and lost 40 pds but i have since put it back on b/c i just binge and binge
- Meridia Working / Worked
- i lost alot of weight on Meridia but i had crushing headaches when i was on it. I had to stop taking it b/c i was put on an anti depressant.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- South Beach Diet Working / Worked
