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dulcylee 
7:26pm, November 14, 2009
I know my last post was pretty much full of complaining so now I feel it necessary to beat the irritableness out of myself & post something positive ~
At 5AM I woke to a wiggling & grunting baby (her way of telling me it is time to wake up & perform my motherly duties of diapering & nursing). After I changed her I placed on the boppy & nuzzled her up to my breast. As I looked down at her precious face I was instantly overcome with joy. She gently wrapped her arm over my breast & looked up at me with her big bright blue eyes....even her tiny cold fingers on my breast couldn't tarnish this moment. I listened to her gulp up the nourishment of my breast milk....knowing that it is my milk that is causing her to grow so big is so amazing yet in a way bittersweet ~ if only they could stay tiny forever.
She startled as one of my tears landed on that same cold hand & she looked up at me as if thinking, "What was that for mom?" Now, I don't want you to think that tear is for sadness, tiredness, or anything but pure love for this beautiful being that I call my daughter. I have always heard about how you instantly love them & I always believed that, but I never really did comprehend just how much you can love them. It is all consuming; the most perfect love that could possibly exist.
Before we went to sleep last night I watched a tender moment between daddy & his princess. He had just come from the shower & I had just gotten her changed & in her sleeper ready for a good night's sleep (well we always hope at least)....he laid on the bed next to her & they literally just stared at each other for what seemed like an hour. Gradually this tiny little girl reached over with that same tiny hand & placed it on his cheek.....it wasn't long before his eyes were filled with tears too. It is amazing how your life can change with the mere touch of your child.
I could go on for days with wonderful, priceless moment that we have with our beautiful daughter but I feel the need to go scoop her out of her bassinet & stare once again into those beautiful blue eyes because I know those opportunities won't always be there. She is 5wks old today, it seems like yesterday I was finding out I was pregnant once again, let alone giving birth to this miracle. And, I do believe with all my heart that Danicka is a miracle. I know it is my destiny to be her mommy & I thank God every moment that he created this destiny for me!!!!!
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wow, you put into words all the emotions I feel for my beautiful daughter. It is all consuming. How in an instant with two lines on a pregnancy test our lives changed and how grateful we are for the opportunity it watch this miracle grow. How blessed we are.
4EVERinLOVE
How beautiful and I had a tear of my own reading this.God is so wonderful and his timing is everything.
Mind4
I am so happy for you!! I knew that you wuld be a great mommy. I can not wait till I get to hold my little one in my arms.
Baby_Blues99
what a beautiful story! Thanks for sharing it with us...
MDB
So beautifully said. I love your new profile pic... she is absolutely perfect!
sadbelly
Im totally crying now Dulcy...thanks....
Im so happy that you have your wonderful miracle Danicka. You and Rich are wonderful parents and she is one lucky girl to be part of your family. Love ya!
bcgradgirl
Now I am crying too. What a beautiful sentiment. She is a lucky little girl to have you as a mommy. Enjoy every precious moment with her.
JenB007
Oh mama! You made me cry. I am so happy for you! God bless your destiny!
StGerard
Now you got me crying too:) May there be thousands and thousand of those moments!
FNP
How wonderful! You are such a great mom!
Rachm
Now I'm Crying too. Beautifully put. Thank you for sharing your wonderful momments.
momto4cutekids
I totally have to agree with you about the staying tiny thing. As I watch my 16 year old son and 14 yearr old daughter hold their lil brother I am over come with emotion. That one day they will be holding their own child thinking they couldnt love someone as much as we love our kids. Having teens...all I can say is take a MILLION pictures..even that million will never be enough....she is a beautiful girl
Melanie40
I am so happy for you. Love your new picture (avatar), she is gorgeous!
HeathD
So sweet. You put it so beautifully. I love those tender moments. I'm so glad for you and Rich. You deserve every moment of joy little Dani brings you.
TiredJen
Now I am crying too! I am crying tears of joy for you and Rich and the miracle you call your daughter. I am so happy you both get to experience all that you do. There are times when I dream of having a child and in a few of those dreams I was overwhelmed with an all encompassing feeling of complete, unconditional and never ending love for the tiny child I was looking at who was, in my dream, my child. I could feel that love with every breath I took and can feel it now as I think about it. It is overwhelming actually. So if that feeling even comes close to what you feel when you look at Dani then it must be SUPER AMAZING and the most wonderful thing this world could offer! Enjoy every sweet moment!!!
Lioness816
Beautiful moments, treasure each that have happened and look forward to all that are to come. My little man trys to burst my heart with love each day. My cup runneth over.
PDL