TennesseeKidd's Journal

Hello All

Its been awhile since I wrote. Well the refinance went well and we got two mortgage payments since the payment for the new mortgage payment isn't due until october which means we have extra money. The old mortage company says we overpaid and sent us 558.39 in a check on the 17th. So more money to spend puts anyone in a good mood right. We got the refinance friday on the 7th and then went home pick up my friend Rhonda and Alex and then went out to eat and then went to find a vehicle we went to one place found a vehicle it was a plain jane but a good price. But the bank would not refinance so just as we found out that news they brung in another van that they would finance and this one had lots of bells and whitsles and i loved the color. So we went into debt but we got a nice van. We drove home and the ac wouldn't work and the back hatch electronic wouldn't work but then we found out we had to unlock it with the key first then open it. Then anthony and nikki had to go up and sign paper for their car to be traded in and they said the ac work and about froze them out. So they work but then later we found the right side door didn't work good but ralph is going to figure it out. So a refinance and vehicle not brand new but new to me. Its a 2007 chrysler town and country and in very good condition.So it had a device reading the gas mileage and it reads that it get between 28 to 30 mpg and that nice to. Its got a lot of eletronic stuff. So I started getting toothaches again and went to the dentist during my depression more tooth problems because of not taking care of myself. I need at least 3 root canals and some cavities. I have to go to johnson city for the root canals and that sucks because its 3 and 1/2 hours from my house but its free. So Rhonda said she would go with me. It might be a all nighter depending on how we feel. I ask for a afternoon appointment. Joey is off school and hanging around the house. Anthony is driving the new van to save money on gas. They got the other van clean up and Nikki is getting use to it even though at first she didn't want it. She got me a carrier car seat for 5 bucks a big car seat for 10 bucks and a bouncy for 3 buck at a yard sale. She also got a high chair not sure how much she paid for it. I got a play pen for 20 buck almost brand new. I got the baby winnie the pooh booties for 2 bucks and another toy thing the baby laids down and toys he look up and these things hand down from and pole and light up and play songs for four bucks. I'm still looking for a swing and stroller. Anthony still working and not getting many hours. I can't stand walmart and how they treat there employees but have to go there to get my stuff and anthony has no other job right now. He don't get 40 hours so wal mart don't have to pay unemployment if he gets laid off which sucks they treat all there employees this way. How stingy can they be. Well I wish I could give them a piece of my mind. Some days he drive 45 min to work to work 4 hours and then comes home. Come on 4 hours. Well enough of walmart suppose to be feeling good. Ralph is still having good days and bad days. We getting Anthony and Nikki a big refrigerator and they had a compact one for three years. So we have to move a water heater down stairs and move a cabinet and stuff into a closet to make it fit. Nikki is tickled. The store is ordering and will be here friday and we getting it hopefully tuesday which is payday. Ralph has to do the water heater first and he's not feeling good. So please pray that tomorrow and friday he feels good and Anthony is off work and he can help ralph move the water heater and get everything ready for the frig. My friend has cancer she's in her late 70's and watch my kids grow up in church. Her first chemo is today and she can't have vistors because of her immune system for 6 months. So i call her yesterday and talk to her. She is the one that gave me a thanksgiving dinner in april because I miss thanksgiving dinner when i was sick with my stomach and tumor. So guess what she will finish hopefully her chemo in Feb. and then by April maybe she will feel good and then we will give her a thanksgiving dinner and she can spend some time with us and spend time with joey and anthony and my grandson.She can't go to the baby shower or nothing else so she will be happy to see the baby and i can send her pictures by her daughter which i know.Well I told you all a lot. I went to support group last nigh the first since two weeks and talk some and listen some.I stay after eat and talk with my friends. I been off school because of exhastion mentally and physically and the doc wrote a letter to school and i'm off til sep 8th

I fail two classes because my internet went out for a week and half. So i deal with it when it comes. So i'm feeling better and prepareing for class. I 'm going to this Pain Group Class once a week for four weeks starting Sept 15th to help me deal with the pain it cost 75 bucks but the lady has 5 years of experience and I think it will be good for me. Some days pain is in control and other days I could use help and this class teaches others ways to deal. I'm taking a notebook to take notes and then use the journal to write the notes and anyone want to read them is welcome to read them. So since I wrote a lot hope I didn't bore you. Love ya all. Hope you have a pain free day. Well I have to add this I need prayers my leg just started hurting again it was hurting yesterday and I ignore it but then it just started hurting again and i felt under my knee and felt and mass which hurts off and on and size not golf ball size. So I call my doc and have appt tomorrow at 4 Rhonda has appt for throat at  1045 and I'm going with her and then she's going with me and I told her she may have to drive because of my leg. So we shall see what the doc says. I thought I would let you know. Have two good things happen and ond bad right.Rhonda was sick so didn't go to her appointment but I went to my appt and I have a bakers cyst so I'm going to ortho doc to have it drain so praise God it was not bad news.Love

Nanny Robin