So sleepy...
I have never slept this much in my life. Fourteen hours last night and twelve the night before. I still feel tired. My …
Join Now
Hey All
Happy Valentine's Everyone. Well nothing much going on except we are broke like always. We owe land taxes and house insurance is due next month instead of May like they told hubby. I would like for them to quit lying to us and tell us some truths. I hate that grrrrrrrrrrrrr. It makes me very angry. But I'm using the tools I learn and letting the angry go slowly. Mom gave us some money to help and Joey's school money will help us out.I clean the office now i have to file and get the stuff organize ughhhhhhhh. I have lots of dish either empty or have pics on them. My desk needs clean i will post my clean office and desk soon.Ralph and JOey is sick and I'm following close behind with coughing and running nose and feeling blahhhh. I color ralph a mandala and he got me a bear for valentine's. A mandala is art done within a circle and its cool. I had a family meeting and told everyone they had to tell me if i show signs of depression because sometimes i didn't see it myself. So alex thought i might be depress because i didn't call him brat yesterday because I call him brat everyday lol he's only 14 and thats how a 14 year old thinks lol.He's trying to help and I love him for him even though he's a pain most the time and a brat to lol. My therapist was doing a relaxing treatment for our group one morning and he said look in our body and feel what we think of it and i my thought came out that i hate my body it ugly and it a painful body it disaeased and i just hate it. Now days sometimes I hate it but its my body and I have to deal with it and use it for God's purpose not mine. If its for God I can do anything. Does this make sense? I didn't tell nobody this til now so don't tell on me ok.Talking about it makes me feel better and I wasn't ready til now.So thats the story for the Day. I let you go thanks for listening. have a pain free day. Love
Robin
UPDATED GOALS
Feel Better
Progress 15%
Pain Level (9)
9
Streess Level (1-10)
10
Encouragements: 10
Add your supportComments
You might also like ...
Job Interview
Had a contract job interview at Microsoft yesterday. I don't think I did well at all. I was instructed in the …
Robin, anytime you want to chat, I will be here for you,... chat here or on the phone, I have LOTS of cell minutes...and I would be happy to share them with you
ErnestE
ROBIN, NOTHING IS SURE IN LIFE EXCEPT DEATH AND TAXES, EH!! MONEY ALWAYS SEEMS TO ENTER INTO MANY PEOPLE'S DEPRESSIVE STATES.
YOUR SON IS VERY FUNNY, YOU DID NOT CALL HIM A BRAT SO HE THINKS YOU ARE DEPRESSED. THAT IS CUTE!
TRY TO LOOK AT YOUR BODY AND FIND AT LEAST ONE THING THAT YOU LIKE AND FOCUS ON THAT. SOMETIMES WE FOCUS TOO MUCH ON THE FEW NEGATIVE THINGS.
HAVE A GREAT DAY. DEBBIE
SlipperySlope
Your son sounds precious, and that was a neat story you told about him.
I agree with Debbie, find that one good thing and try to concentrate that. We all have our flaws, some are just easier to cover up.
Take care & I hope you feel better soon.
hugs Cathy
ragingfog
The being that you are is as good as gold. Our body is just our vessels that carry it around. Hugs!
lizgirl
I agree with liz, Robin. You are as precious as gold to our Heavenly Father. We all like to pick on ourselves and it tears us down, instead of building us up. Now, who do you suppose would want you to tear yourself down? Hmmmm? I think you probably know!
Look at all of the people whose lives you have touched, that is who and what you are, not your physical body. I know, it's much easier to say it than to do it, but I love you!
If one of your kids thought this way about themself, what would you tell them?
Just some thinking out loud about what I say to myself. God Bless You, Robin
Hugs~N~Loves
Kim xoxoxoxo
pomgirl