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Well its been over a week since I wrote and I started before and lost it so I'm starting again.Wednesday was a okay day didn't get my homework done but working on it. Joey went to church and I try to get my work done. Alex was alex and Ralph was not feeling good. I went to bed and went to Pt and gym with Joey and aftercare it was good. The boys is with us til sunday. There dad trusts us thand God. My headache is still on me and during PT heather one of the therapist talk with me and we just talk about this and that and I felt better and she said we can talk any time she was a sweet person. Friday we went to get a few groceries with what little money we had and I had some money for gas and some milk. Gas is going down thank God. I got most my homework done but with my headache for a week from monday til saturday I call my student advisor and then email my teacher and she said I can do my work and hand in when i can so I pleased Thank God. Saturday was game day and so was sunday and then it was going to be a rough week. A friend call from church wanting info on some software I told her I could get her some off amazon but had to wait til the 1st so i would have money and then she pay me. I told her we had the boys and they had a rough time at home without going into a lot of detail and I knew she would tell the pastor and he would do something about it. So the pastor calls and we get 100 dollars at the store. I hate to ask but he gets upset if we dont because he doesn't know unless we say something.So we get some groceries even though the store is high trying to compete with walmart. We last til the 1st that is what matters. Me and Joey goes to gym and I to aftercare on tuesday but we don't go on thursday because of no gas. Mom is going to pay to get van fix because we have no vehicle to use. She had her husbands car but it needs fixing and so shes paying for our van it needs an rear main seal and a tune up which cost a pretty penny. Mom is going to be a host at a rv park for a two weeks so we are meeting up later to get the funds. She wants us to get on our feet because she's afrid if something happens to her we will not be able to help ourselves. So I got to get my shit together. I'm such a failure at this time so Robin get your shit together. Tell me to get my shit together I can do it. I need somone to tell me to get my shit together lol. So i talk to refinance people we got our satellite turn off because the bill didn't get paid the mortgage didn't get paid nothing didnt get paid and I'm so stupid.now we wont have no money. I have a doc appt on monday. So hopefully this month i can get everything together better.Joey got his paperwork mess up in the mail somewhere so we wont get his money til january. Rhonda irs money is going to her student loan and so we wont get that money so instead of moaning about it we suck up and go on right right. Okay I guess I play enough poor me baby. Get it together and pray for the month. This month I celebrate two months clean and I mean I will be happy.So everyone have a good pain free day my day is better my smile is going to change. My goals keep on going. love ya all.
Robin
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Hi Robin, I hope that things turn around soon for you and your family. You have so much on your plate!!
One thing I have to mention is you are not stupid, please stop calling yourself that, ok. You are two months clean and you have to be a very strong person to do that!! Congradulations!!
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Robin,
I am not going to tell you to "get your shit together" because you have already told yourself and that is where it all begins!!! Yes, roof over head and mortgage payments paid on time are number 1 pr
BlueButterfly55
Robin I totally understand what you mean about money and borrowing from your parents. It does make you feel low, and worthless. But you need to remember that you are not you are just going through a rough time of it.
freakyfest
There are times that it feels like no matter what you do and how hard you try things just keep building up with no end in sight. But they do end eventualy and we do get a break even if it's just for a short while.
When these dark days are happening spend a few minutes giving thanks for all the blessings in your life. I know it's hard when your in pain and there are bills and the groceries don't seem to last as long as the month but as bad as that is we are so blessed compared to most of the rest of the world. Keep counting those blessings, your doing much better then you think, hugs, Georgia
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Ralph came home with deer that his bil kill and we got it for the winter yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
TennesseeKidd
We also have potatoes for the winter and i'm tring to get the bills together and my homework to love ya all
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MY SISTER,
IT IS SO EASY TO FEEL BAD ABOUT BORROWING MONEY FROM FAMILY. JUST REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE LOVED AND THAT YOU ARE A BLESSING TO MANY PEOPLE.
BLUE SKIES ARE JUST AROUND THE CORNER.
GOD BLESS YA SWEETIE,
NIECY.
LovelyNiecy
I am happy with you for your successes! And will pray to help aid your defeats. Love!
lizgirl
Hope things start going better for you soon--though it seems like they're heading that way......
Louisiana1976
Lots of love, hugs, kisses, and prayers to get your finances in order and all else in order too!!!!! xxxooo's
redsilverfox
Wow!! A lot sure has happened for you recently. Continue to hang in there, and trust in God every step of the way. He will provide (He has for me every time). You are in my prayers. Let me know if you need anything. Blessings.
eklord
Things will get better for you soon you just have to believe it and it will be so. Everything works in cycles just keep your faith.
lilje
praters are there. have faith,believe that is such a easy thing to saiy i know. the mind alwats doubts. i feel when you need the guydancem help it well come. you must just hang on please. you have made it this far. just a little way to go
kjl1951
i'm hanginnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
TennesseeKidd
I sweetie, what would you do for your kids? Mom is there for you too. Who taught you mothering? Love, hugssssssss and prayers.
your friend always
Nancey
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YEA I HEAR YA,THINGS R TIGHT EVERYWHERE,KEEP YOUR FAITH ,IT WILL GET BETTER HUN,I PRAY ALL DOES FOR US,MY GUARDIAN ANGEL CAME THRU FOR ME IN THE NICK OF TIME BY WAY OF BF,HE WENT N BOT OVER 100 WORTH OF GROCS YESTERDAY N GRILLED N SAYS HES GONNA MAKE SURE WE'R OK,SEE FAITH WORKS I AM LIVIN PROOF,I DIDNT THINK I COULD GET THRU THIS MONTH EITHER BUT I KNOW I CAN!! I KNOW I CAN!! SWEETY,N U CAN TOO,WE R PULLIN FOR U HEY DEER MEAT YEA!!SEE GOD SENT IT,U R GONNA B OK,I KNOW SO GOD HELPS US AS LONG AS WE GOT 'FAITH,I LOV U N EVERYBODY IS PRAYIN,YOUR BLESSIN IS RT AROUND THE CORNER,HUGSSS,A
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