TennesseeKidd's Journal

Hey All

On monday ralph and anthony put up two deer for this winter and anthony took my computer to get it look at and later I find out bad news. Forgot my cpap on monday night and didn't sleep well and tuesday didn't feel real rested. Did go to pt and did my exercises with my red card. I did the horse the elliptical for two minutes and probably shouldn't have done it. I couldn't breath and the inhaler wasn't the best of help. I got a water and sat and finally started feeling better. Doug ask me if I was ok and I said yes and he ask me if I would do the exerciser instead of the ellepitical which would give me almost the same exercise except the walking and I said okay. The exerciser you use your arms to and chest but not the legs. So I forget the elleipetical for now. My mom does 40 min and she is 62 years old and I can't do 2 minutes without being out of breath. So I went to meeting and stay afterwards to eat with friends. I got home around 9pm and then watch tv with rhonda. Ralph had went to get dustin so dustin was here and I was happy about that but on wednesday we had to go down and get his stuff from his mom house before the bank took over the house. On wednesday we took it slow and went to get dustin stuff it pour down rain my legs hurt and a hour down there and we took about and hour and half to load up and a hour home and I was pooped and hurting. I didn't feel good and I had lots to do. Dustin had to go home so I had to set his pedometer I bought him and I also set Rhonda's. Ralph took Dustin home and then he came back to stay til Sunday I guess his dad is trusting us more. The last time his dad talk to us he actually told Ralph off and Ralph still wont tell me what he said so it must had been real bad but Ralph said he was high and drunk. So now we are earning his trust again and this time he wont go to his mom because we dont trust his mom. His mom took off to her boyfriends and left him so I'm not to happy with her. Later we find out that she called child services on him and they are coming to dustin dad's house on Friday so now we have to take him back home. Can you imagine the gas we are using? So we take him back home on Thursday and they never show up on Friday so we pick him up again and he stayed til sunday and then I took him home. Me and alex fought over the computer and tv all weekend because my computer was down and rhonda said i could use hers to do my homework on thank goodness. So all weekend I did homework and fought. I made to F's because I didn't do it right and didnt get a good grade uggghhhh shit shit shit. Friday night I remember my cpap and most the time on the computer I played some games, chat, and homework all weekend and also watch football. Dallas lost Washington lost Vols lost Colts won  Well today I did my exercises this weekend been up and downd stairs all weekend and today. Been doing my inhaler which I don't think is working. Ralph and Rhonda went to get groceries. Joey came home, he came home from seattle on friday and stay at his friends house until today. He like seattle but he likes tennessee better. he thinks the job interview went well but won't know about the job for about two weeks til a month. Joey wants to go to Alaska to work for 6 months.So now my legs hurt i have to find my checks and life sucks. Hope you all have a good day and pain free. Love ya

Robin