Journal Entry for November 25, 2007
I'm so upset. I've been reading about other people's experiences with fusions and they are not good. The pain is unreal for …
Littlefeather wrote a discussion post in the Family Issues support group: Terrified and depressed 8:40am
I am at a complete loss. I am terrified,angry, depressed you name it. Due to extreme pain issues in my…
Littlefeather turned 55 12:00am
I'm so upset. I've been reading about other people's experiences with fusions and they are not good. The pain is unreal for …
sending you a hug
Really? You deserve to live like this with a man that no longer loves you but wants to OWN you? There is plenty of support out there now, for single women, for the disabled. Do your homework - start talking to people. I too am in my 50's. I lived the same life with my ex. We existed in the same house but hated each other. I wish I had had the courage to separate long before we did. It took me discovering about his affair (after 29 years of marriage) to kick him out. Yeah, it was tough. Touch and go every day. But I managed. No, I agree, I am not disabled, but maybe in a worse situation - the working poor. I am happy now. I have a new life. I am ME. See if you can talk to people in your area and seek help.
You are such a good person in such a tough situation. Hang on and trust in yourself. You are loved here.
huggles
loads of hugs xx
One surgery to L4/5, two to L5/S1. Neurological damage to the right L5/S1 nerve, and partial groin and backside numbness. Looking at possible fusion now due to reoccurance of L4 herniation and L4-5 and L5/s1 vertebrae rubbing together due to no disc
Unhappy marriage, dysfunctional family, emotional vampires sucking the life out of me
I have had two vicious attacks so far in a few years and am slowly loosing hearing. It's devistating