katers1818's Journal

Hey everyone,

 I just wanted to write this for everyone, I have been doing pretty good. I went to Florida Janurary of 2008 and came back to Minnesota April of 2008. In May of 2008 I started college again, took 16 credits (full time student) that summer, and fall, and Spring. I graduated with a BA in Management from college May 10th, 2009!! Yay! 

  As for my life, I have consumed myself in school and work that I don't have much free time. I tried depression pills but all they did was make me stone cold, no feelings, nothing. So I have stopped them. I made myself push through all of the grief and hassle and have seem to get past most of it. I sometimes back track to the depression and have to remind myself that I am not that person anymore, and better things are to come. 

  Feburary 15th, I started to date the man I am in love with (well as in love as a broken heart can be), this relationship is pretty difficult because we are long distance from each other for right now, but we are able to work through things pretty well. I do love him. 

   I still struggle daily with missing my best friends and always wonder why I can never get the closure I need, but I have to remind myself that they are not my whole world anymore. Although I want them too. I really miss them...

Well that is about it for me, I really missed this place and the all of you...Lots of Love. 

*Hugs* ~ Kati ~