Journal Entry for October 31, 2009
I suck at life!
I can be a happy person but anything can make me the saddest person in the world. That is about it.
I can be a happy person but anything can make me the saddest person in the world. That is about it.
Sports, outdoor activities, hunting, fishing, camping, scrapbooking, everything...anything to stay active and busy...and music!
Sports, outdoor activities, hunting, fishing, camping, scrapbooking, everything...anything to stay active
I suck at life!
The only word that comes to mind.....
Whatever.
Lately the biggest question I have been debating the answer to is, am I really happy or just wanting to be?. I keep thinking about the past and the …
I can only think of maybe 2 more things that could make this life more perfect than right now....
<3
Who know anymore...I really don't know.
sorry that you fell that way. i am sure you don't suck you are having low self esteem right know.
Hey! How are you doing?
Just checking in to see how you're doing. I'm alright, nothing too exciting going on here for a Sunday. Hope to chat and catch up sometime.
sorry I missed you
hi! haven't seen you on in awhile, hope all is ok!
I have suffered from depression for a couple of years & have been doing it by myself so I was just looking for some support.
Back in 2000 my family lost my Grandpa to a sudden heart attack...he was the one I went to for advice and for laughs, even though it has been 7 years it still hurts. I also have lost 2 uncles in the past 5 years & while I was in high school 8 kids from my school passed away, I knew a couple of them but being part of the school while all the grief was around was hard, it has affected me & I just don't know how to deal with it all.
I use to hit myself but I started cutting...the pain is too much to deal with, without cutting or hitting myself! I just need support to help stop, please!
My Uncle has served 2 tours in Iraq, my best friend has been over in Afghanistan, 2 more friends are in the military (1 out to sea w/Navy & 1 in basic for the Marine Corps)...I try to support them but they go through so much that I will never know how it feels & wanted someplace to figure out how to help suppor them the right way...