breakXmeXdownx's Journal

I'm about to collapse.

God damn narcoleptic tendansies.

But I need to scream something right now.

Nick is going to church with me tomorrow.

The only thing is, my parents don't know,

And my mom still hates him.

And...for this to work,

Nick has to be so confident...more confident than anyone

And go straight up to my parents and say

"I'm trying to change myself. Please trust me." 

But he can't do that.

He won't do that.

He would if I asked, but that's too much to ask for.

I'm scared.