Yet Again, A Bad Day
July 5, 2009 11:14am
I'm depressed today. I took some Female Formulae and am doing my affirmations almost constantly but so far no go. I'm tired and …
SageM
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About Me
SageM
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About Me
I am a bit of a geek because I love learning and reading and writing. I love nature. I love animals. I love simple things like gardening or going for a walk or enjoying a hot shower. I love to exercise. I like relaxing on the couch at night with a good movie or show. And now I don't know what to say. I'm just me. I don't really know how to explain me or know exactly what to explain.
I am a bit of a geek because I love learning and reading and writing. I love nature. I love animals. I love simple things like gardening or going for a walk or enjoying a hot shower. I love to exercise. I like relaxing on the couch at night with a good movie or show. And now I don't know what to say. I'm just me. I don't really know how to explain me or know exactly what to explain.
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Interests
I love reading and learning. It just seems so mysterious to me. You never know what you'll find or what will come in handy. I love to write. I write poems, books including childrens books, essays, short stories. It is just a fun process for me. Getting into the details, doing the research. Thinking of the exact words, the exact plots. It is fun for me. I love the outdoors. The simple things about them. I want to own a nice chunk of land someday and spend time with family there. It just seems perfect to me. Wont go into details though. That is just for me. I also love business and architecture. Good business anyways. Fair business. I love lines, color and details that is seriously lacking in todays construction. Buildings should give off a certain feeling. Almost like it's one of a kind signature. Places should be different from one to the next and towns should be something to see and not something to get from point A to point B. I love land more and I wish there was more of it but if you have to build you could make it beautiful. I also love kids. There is noone smarter, more alert, or more fun. But their molded easy and that scares me. Children and animals should be left alone from the cruel side of things. But unfortunately noone gets a pass. I also like doing things that are creative. To really use your head. But I am pretty easy going. You have to be to enjoy things.
I love reading and learning. It just seems so mysterious to me. You never know what you'll find or what
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SageM wrote a journal entry: Yet Again, A Bad Day 11:14am
I'm depressed today. I took some Female Formulae and am doing my affirmations almost constantly but…
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SageM changed their mood to Bad 11:14am
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SageM gave theGuardian a hug 11:08am
It would be nice to be paroled. Seems like were always catching up in some way or another...eithre work,…
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SageM updated their status 11:06am
I'm tired of course and am depressed today...…
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SageM updated their status 1:30pm
Waiting for my nephew to get here...the weather has gotten much better the...…
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Journal Entry for June 27, 2009
June 27, 2009 5:28pm
Piper locked Rally in my Mom's walk in closest today. She likes to nap in there sometimes and apprently Rally follwed her in there and …
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My Trip
June 24, 2009 1:06pm
Well we got back from Minnesota Tuesday around one p.m. Sadie, Ry and Zeke got home around Midnight the same the day because they got to drive …
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What's Up With Me
June 16, 2009 6:07pm
Tomorrow I am going to Minnesota. We had planned on resting Wednesday night and Thursday but things have changed. We will drive all day …
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Journal Entry for June 9, 2009
June 9, 2009 8:30pm
Things with me are good. I have realized that without my female formulae nothing in the world could make me happy and with it I appreciate …
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Yup, lookin' real good for getting "paroled" this weekend. Could be back to normal by the holiday. A big problem is all the OTHER stuff that I neglected while I was in "crunch mode". A bit of catching up to do. ;-)
Flower
Loved your journal.! Have a great holiday~Taters
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Yes, I hope so. I have a 45 min wait right now, while some pilot software is installed. Last night went good but slow. I got home at 7am this morning. Looks like it'll be 3-4am this time. Then, if all goes well, I can turn it over to the install group & get back to my "day job". ;-)
Flower
I hope your roses are doing better :) Hugs to you Sage!
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Support Groups
Close Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
I have been sick for 14 years. Every day of my life for 14 years with many many different things. Some have gone and some haven't and that really is all I can say because it would take to much time to explain my life.
Treatments
- Meditation Working / Worked
- It calms me so much. When I am so stressed or cant make a decision I meditate and the answer just comes to me. It also has taught me to be patient, except that I am worthy of recieving everything that I want, give thanks, and to not worry how good things are going to happen and just trust that they will. I think the form of meditation is called Japa. You dont have to believe in god or anything to do Japa but it is very calming. You make an AHHHh sound instead of Ohm. Its easier.
Close Psoriasis
Affected Areas: Psoriasis of the SkinSageM hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Teen Sexuality
I basically joined this site to help other people. A lot of people make mistakes in this area or need oppinions and advice so I thought I would offer mine.
Open Environmental Allergies
I have had year around allergies all my life! I was sick with allergies every single day of my life for 6 or 7 years!
Treatments
- Allegra Working / Worked
- Love it!
Open Back Pain
SageM hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Insomnia
SageM hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Anxiety
My anxiety was really really horrible and extreme and now I dont have it. I maybe feel anxious for a few seconds and then I can make it go away and calm down and relax and enjoy things.
Open Depression - Teen
I had depression for a number of years. Got to the point where I did not come out of m room for two years unless it was necessary. Tried all of the pills and they made me much much worse. Then figured out why I was depressed. It was me and not my brain so I delt with things and no longer have it except on occasion when my health is extra severe.
Open Hypoglycemia (low blood sugar)
I started to get really tired and weak and feeling like I was going to pass out all of the time. Then I started to pass out all the time. When the ambulence came they took my sugar and said that I could have gone into a coma...thank god I decided to not go to sleep (even though I really really wanted to) and they said to go take the hypoglycemia test. So I did and I have it..well had it. It is gone now.
Open Hypothyroidism
It took several tests to find this problem and when it came back it was so low I could have dropped dead at any second.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I had OCD pretty badly for a number of years so I know how it is. Although now I dont hae OCD as badly...cant even tell I have it anymore except for me hating germs.
