I am trying to get my life back together after losing my babygirl.
I am trying to get my life back together after losing my babygirl.
I love watching movies, walking, swimming, cooking, painting.
I love watching movies, walking, swimming, cooking, painting.
August 27, 2009 4:13pm
ok so i dont know where i am in my life at the moment.
I am on a new pill the gyno suggested would help. A month in and ilove and hate it! …
July 29, 2009 4:30pm
Hi i did not write this but i found it really upsetting!
Hi my name is cuddlesYoull find me stained blood redSleeping in this blood puddleI …
Hi there hun, how are you? Sending big hugs your way!
How was college then? I am ok thanks, been to the gym, got this letter that I needed......keep strong.....
hey how are you hun? whats been going on in your life then?
awww anytime hun, let me know how it goes, keeping busy is esential....
I think when it omes to losing weight, we are wrapped in this thing of we have to keep losing weight but just maintaning weight and not putting on more is also good. aww thats cool. you will have to tell me how that goes. all day you will be thinking of food but when you eat, you will be surrised how quickly you get full up.....
Progress
70 %
I was raped when i was 16 till i was 17, i was made to do nasty things by my bf at the time and some of his mates. Would be at his nearly every night. His mates paid him to do things to me. He was on drugs and gave me loads, i started drinking and cutting loads.
In 2006 i found out i had a prolapsed disc. I was in pain for a year before they said i had to have surgery. So in 2007 i had a Lumber discectomy and decompression. I was in hospital for a few days and i was walking the morning after the op. I had a prolapsed disc because of my ex from when he hit me. I am still gettin better i have days where the pain is really bad but others i can feel no pain.
I've never been a good sleeper, but after i was raped i have not been able to sleep much, making me tired in the day.
I first became depressed when i was in school, i was bullied for 5 years, i had to drop out of college because my ex bf made me, i had to say goodbye to all my friends. It got worse when my ex got nasty and raped me, i've been trying to fight it everyday since.
I went through a miscarriage august 2006, I still think about it everyday, and wonder what my baby would have looked like.
I cut myself for over 2 years, it helped take away the pain i was feeling inside.
I was diagnosed with IBS on 28th jan 2008.
My aunt went into hospital not long after mothersday 2008 and on the 21st april she passed away.
I put weight on when my ex raped me, i gave birth and the weight stayed, then 2 years later i went on a diet, and lost almost 3 stone. Then my back went and the doc said bed rest for me. The weight just came back on I had spinal surgery and i really need to loose it so my back can get strong.
Have been having pain for about 7 months now.
Was told i had this a month ago.
I have been in pain for a while but they are only now going to test me.
My aunt had bone cancer she went into hospital a few days after mothers day this year, and died april 21 after going to a hospice for "pain management" She was sent in on the friday and died on the monday if only they told us it was so she would die.
Hi i was 16 stone 7 until my back went and i found out i had a prolapsed disc, i was told to have complete bed rest so that made me very depressed so i ate, my weight went up to 20 stone in just a yearin 2007 i had an operation to sort out the leg pain from the prolapsed disc i started a diet in may 2008 and i have lost just over 4 stone. I am finding it hard now though.
A family friend had breast cancer last year and she had her op last year.
I had Sciatica for a year before my back went, I didn't even know what the pain was called at first, Then in 2006 my back went and i had a prolapsed disc, a year later in august 2007 i had surgery to help with the sciatica pain, i could hardly walk before i had it done, but after it was amazing i had no sciatica pain at all.
