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me .... this is me being completely focused on me. maybe even selfishly so.
AND .... this hasn't always worked in the past for me, but …
everything went and changed on me recently. and right now i am just reminding myself that that isn't a bad thing. it's just life.
everything went and changed on me recently. and right now i am just reminding myself that that isn't a bad thing. it's just life.
i consider myself a dilitante (i should learn to spell it if i'm going define myself by it) i'm interested in a lot of things - i tend to go wide not deep. i'm a bit of sci-fi geek myself, always have one book on the go, like crossword and suduko puzzles, like painting and mixed media, hiking, camping or canoeing in the summer. trying new recipes. like travelling Canada and seeing this beautiful country. i volunteer. i love a good conversation about life the universe and everything. interested in environmental issues, social issues. i love Mutts cartoons. and coffee. i love coffee
i consider myself a dilitante (i should learn to spell it if i'm going define myself by it) i'm interested
me .... this is me being completely focused on me. maybe even selfishly so.
AND .... this hasn't always worked in the past for me, but …
Whooo Hoooo!! he's gone! gone gone gone!!!!!
vacuumed his EMPTY room, left his key, left a cheque for …
well Monday wasn't anything to brag about. apparently 'Family Day' is nothing more than a day to veg out watching season …
writing that journal entry yesterday did me a world of good. it solidified a lot of free-floating emotions - fear and anxiety mostly. it …
i had started an entry alllll about the slippery slope i am on ..... then lost it. my own fault. multi-tasking. trying to start …
Keep hoping to hear from you
Just checking to see if you are back. Miss you!
Ditto to Simplics! We miss you!
All I can do is hope nothing bad has happened to you. I'm deleting you for now, but if you return, PLEASE track me down and re-friend me, ok?
I'm going to delete you for now in hopes that makes you come back by some sort of magic! But I'll PM you with my contact info so you can keep in touch with me if you want to. Love and miss you!
i know: part of me is committed to being healthy and happy. part of me is holding on to old maladaptive habits AND won't let go. which part wins? the part i give the most attention to. so.... i am giving up obsessing about what, and how much, i eat. i am giving up demeaning myself and the self loathing that used to accompany a binge. i am trying to focus on the positive on self acceptance and enjoying the abundance of good in my life. THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THEN THIS ADDICTION