Journal Entry for October 22, 2007
October 22, 2007 4:39pm
Well, it has been almost a month now since I saw the ex-boyfriend. I feel stronger each day now and really do not miss him anymore. Still …
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I am a single mother, struggling to survive and raise amazing children. I love working in the wine industry. I am passionate about my children and raising them to be incredible adults. I am twice divorced so obviously my choice in men is not always the best. I have only developed bulimia about a year and a half ago so later in life than alot of people do. I started after discovering my father was having an affair and my mother didn't know about it. The guilt and emotional trauma I took on was contributing to this issue and now has become a full blown eating disorder that I now need to address so I am around to raise my youngest child who is only 6.
I am a single mother, struggling to survive and raise amazing children. I love working in the wine industry. I am passionate about my children and raising them to be incredible adults. I am twice divorced so obviously my choice in men is not always the best. I have only developed bulimia about a year and a half ago so later in life than alot of people do. I started after discovering my father was having an affair and my mother didn't know about it. The guilt and emotional trauma I took on was contributing
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Journal Entry for October 15, 2007
October 15, 2007 12:00pm
Well, I am so much stronger than I ever realized.... I am also still sick, I caught a horrendous cold and it has turned out to be a fabulous aid for …
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Journal Entry for October 3, 2007
October 3, 2007 6:19pm
Well, each day that passes and I don't hear from him, I get stronger and stronger. I am also realizing that I deserve so much better. …
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Journal Entry for October 2, 2007
October 2, 2007 6:43pm
I am feeling stronger today; the longer that my "bf" is AWOL and out of touch with me, the stronger I get because the angrier I get with …
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Journal Entry for October 1, 2007
October 1, 2007 1:39pm
I had a very difficult night yesterday. I went to my church alone and my "boyfriend" had said he would be giong with me but of course …
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I was in Mrin county before I moved to the east part of the country . I am and was a single parent!
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Welcome to Daily Strength. I too am a cervical cancer survivor times two, a metastatic recurrence six years after original diagnosis. I have been in remission the 2nd time for 14 years. I hope you find the support you need here.
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Hugs to you and your wonderful family. My God continue to bless you and give the strength to carry on.~~~Suzanne~~~Price, UT Cold!!!!!
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Good luck with kicking the bulimia's butt
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI have only had this issue for about a year now. It started when I found out about my father's affair while married to my mom. I knew about it before she did and have felt horribly guilty since. I didn't realize when I started it out of stress that the throwing up would become such a ritual/habit. My body kept wanting to continue and it became a habit that I did 2-3x per day. I would eat normal amounts and still throw up. I didn't always binge. But now I have noticed blood and I'm scared.
Treatments
- Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful
- I am still battling the urge. I find that if I do it, it is once a day now.
Close Cervical Cancer
I have been diagnosed with cervical cancer once now and precancer again now. I have had the LEEP procedure once so far and need to have it again now but just lost my job and my health insurance. Going to check into the state funded insurance and try to get this resolved. At least this time it is only pre-cancer instead of cancer. I had surgery 1 yr ago and now face it again. I refuse to have a hysterectomy though since I consider having one more child still.
Treatments
- Colposcopy Working / Worked
- LEEP Working / Worked
Open Breakups & Divorce
I have been in love with this man for a while now and he with me, supposedly. However, when things got a bit stressful in my world, he ran away from me, us, our relationship and our love. Yet, he pulls me in occasionally telling me he loves me, misses me, wants to work on us, wants to someday marry me, then he runs away again. I call it AWOL and he doesn't answer his phone, doesn't text me or answer the texts I send him, etc. I hate this roller coaster ride & it feels like it is over but...
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- Forgiveness Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
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