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About Me
lee83
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About Me
i live with my fiance (kevin) right on the shore of lake erie. though, we\'re planning on moving soon. i just can\'t take living in the same town that i was traumatized in. i\'m a college drop out on disability and am currently trying to re-ignite my passion in painting.
i live with my fiance (kevin) right on the shore of lake erie. though, we\'re planning on moving soon. i just can\'t take living in the same town that i was traumatized in. i\'m a college drop out on disability and am currently trying to re-ignite my passion in painting.
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Interests
i love to travel. though, haven\'t left town in a little while, but always plan to. i\'m actualy quite interested in my therapy at the moment. i love my therapist and she does anything she can for me. i\'ve learned so much about myself through her. i love to take pictures of sunsets and sunrises over the lake. i can do so right off of my deck. once in awhile i\'ll paint one of them onto canvas, but wish i did it more. i like to ride my bike, do yoga and meditate. i love it when i can relax.
i love to travel. though, haven\'t left town in a little while, but always plan to. i\'m actualy quite
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Hugbook
Rainbow
how are u doing?
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thanks for thinking of me! i am not really ok, but then again, nothing ever seems to be ok with me, haven't been ok in a loooong time! i hope your week is going well
Rainbow
Please reply to the letter soon, need your input, I miss you have a good day.
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Rainbow
Lee I miss you, Have a good day and let me know how you are, I get worried if I don't hear from you
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Abilify Somewhat Helpful
- i was put on it as a substitute to some morning seraquel. i find it gives me more energy than an anti-psychotic.
- EMDR Working / Worked
- i've been doing this type of therapy for a year now and i swear that it's helped me, but this is mainly for my PTSD.
- Lamictal Somewhat Helpful
- this med just helps me slightly with my rare mania.
- Risperdal Not Working
- i was one this a few different times and suffered horrible side effects. to say the least, i'm not taking it anymore
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- this is one of my most important meds. i have to say that seraquel has helped me alot but comes with the side effects.
- Tegretol Somewhat Helpful
- i was on tegretol for about three years and it worked wonders for me. now i take trileptal which does the same thing but i dont have to get my liver checked. i din't notice any side effects but i was put on a combination of meds at the time, so i couldn't tell the side effects apart.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- i take this at night just to help me sleep and it works most of the time. i have suffered some side effects, including but not limited to panic attacks
- Trileptal Somewhat Helpful
- trileptal is the med that took over my tegretol and as far as i know it does the job
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- i took this med years ago and stoped taking it right before i landed myself a spot in the phych ward. i haven't been on the med since.
- Gabapentin Working / Worked
- so far so good.
Close Anxiety
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- if i ketch my anxiety before i have an attack the breathing helps it from getting out of control.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- when i do the meditations they help, but i don't do them often enough.
- Remeron Working / Worked
- i dissolve this med. in juice and take it in the morning. it really helps me with nausea due to the amount of meds i take.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- i take this to help with a few things. it helps mainly with my nightmares, not so much with the anxiety. this med. actually gave me a panic attack before.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- i try not to take this too much. this is my last resort med., but works very good for me.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- i only work on art projects when i have the energy and motivation. though, i know i need to do more.
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- i've been working on cognitive behavioral worksheets that have really helped me out.
- EMDR Working / Worked
- i have been having some really good results, but its a very difficult process. it has made my anxiety the worse its ever been.
- Guided Imagery Working / Worked
- i have the three stages of healing by bellruth naparstek, but i don't use them as much as i should.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- i've gone threw about 5 different therapist and finally found one i love. thats the reason my psychotherapy has helped me out.
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- the best book i've read concerning PTSD was invisible heros by belleruth naparstek. the newest book i got was the language of letting go by melody beattie. i highly recomend these books.
- Remeron Somewhat Helpful
- i take this med for a couple different reasons and the only thing it works for is my nausea.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- this medication helps me out with several different problems. its one of my main meds and couldn't get threw the day with out it.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- i talk to my therapist about everything. i'm also lucky enough to have a wonderful boyfriend who will listen to me for hours. it always makes me feel a little better to talk to some one.
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- therapy is one of the only things that has helped me heal.
Open Sexual Abuse
i was molested by my father since the age of four. my mother knew about it the whole time and did nothing. i finally had enough and ran away at the age of 16. at this point i told my grandmother which she didn't believe me. along with the rest of my family. anyways, about two weeks later my father hung himself.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- this is about the only treatment i use. i see a weekly therapist and she helps a little with this topic.
Open Eating Disorders
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Somewhat Helpful
- when i talked to a dietitian i really didn't want to hear anything she had to say. at the time i thought i knew everything, but it would be nice to talk to one now.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- support from my boyfriend really helped me through my binging and purging. i slip up once in awhile, but for the most part i've been healthy for the last five years.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)i found out last year that i have borderline personality disorder and i have to say i still don't know that much about it.
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
- i work with a therapist once a week and i don't have time with her to be working on my BPD. i do EMDR and CBT with her so i needed a second professional to work with me.
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- im working with a professional one on one. shes a good friend of my therapist and they seem to work together very well in my best interest. i have this workbook called skillls training manual for treating borderline personality disorder by marsha m. linehan. i believe its a must have for anyone dealing with this.
Open Depression
Type: Seasonal Affective Disorderi've had SAD for about 5 years now, and i feel every winter it gets worse. i have bipolar disorder too, which only makes matters worse when it comes to my depression. also, i can't take any anti-depresants because it increases my risk of suicide. believe me i have tried taking them before i was diagnosed with the bipolar disorder, and i'll never take them again.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- this does help change the way i'm thinking about myself or a certain situation. once again, i don't do it often.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- meditating really helps me, but i just don't do it as often as i should.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- it's just hard to do when you feel like crap all of the time.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- my depression just doesn't seem to be helped with just talking. i mean, i might feel a little better after a session, but nothing that really stays with me.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- i take this medicine more for my anxiety.
- Writing Working / Worked
- just to be able to write what's actually bothering me
Open Anger Management
lee83 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Incest Survivors
the first time i remember my father abusing me was when i was 4. my mother knew about the abuse and did nothing to stop it. the sexual abuse ended when i started my period. that was about 10 years of sexual abuse. then the physical abuse started. i lasted another 2 years in that house before i ran away. my grandmother found me and i told her everything. the police were after my father and he was trying to say i was lying. well, withiin 2 weeks he hung himself.
Treatments
- EMDR Working / Worked
- this is the only form of treatment that has worked regarding the PTSD.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- this med has helped with numerous problems. though what i love about it is that it surpresses the flashbacks.
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- this form of therapy helps me learn new skills to cope in sociaty. i do need to see my skills trainer more often but what weve accomplished so far has been extremely helpful.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- i get horrible nightmares everynight to the point that im not actualy getting any rest. this med helps me sleep but also makes me forget the nightmares as soon as i wake up. which is good for me.











