Journal Entry for August 27, 2007
August 27, 2007 9:47pm
OK, so it's been a while but I need to vent over so much.
First of all my so-called friend Peggy. What a damn BITCH!!!!
She is one scam …
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Journal Entry for June 21, 2007
June 21, 2007 10:28pm
this is the basic transcript of an email exchange between me and one of my friends today.
I have to be honest and say I have been talking to Steve …
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Journal Entry for May 18, 2007
May 18, 2007 9:44pm
OMG...I just have to write tonight. I am not even BP but feel as if I am losing it a bit just observing this fiasco between Ron and KayKay. I …
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Journal Entry for February 21, 2007
February 21, 2007 9:14pm
ok so nothing new on the ex front. no word from him in any sort of positive way at all. Despite the fact that I am only 48, I am joining the senior …
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Journal Entry for January 27, 2007
January 27, 2007 10:48pm
ok, so it has been almost a week now with no contact. The longer it goes on, the angrier I get about some (most) of what was said to me. I still …
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I WAS (he broke my heart tonight - doesn't want the commitment, has found every reason to justify us as incompatible)dating someone with bipolar II and am looking for support in dealing with the disorder and how to cope with the mood/personality changes i am noticing recently Will he want to swing back into my life now when he is down again...
Close Breakups & Divorce
BPII bf broke up w/me last night on the phone. "you are a wonderful person, just not right for me." ok, what am I missing here? I was supportive as anyone could possibly be,went out of my way to be with him when he was suicidal. Now he is on the path he was meant to be on (this is 6 months later), so he says. Going to grad school 2 nights/week. Not working just that. Sees himself making contacts/traveling all over to interview people for his yet undecided thesis. I feel like I was used in a way, and now I am thrown away like so much trash for stupid reasons. (see my journal for details). Am I a fool to believe this isn't really HIM but the bipolar?? Help me understand this because I just don't at all. I even think I love him, how bad is that? I feel so alone right now. All I hear is 'not right for me'...does he know what that even is?
Open Senior Dating & Sexuality
At the age of 48, I am joining this community because I feel it is where I fit. Been used and left too many times. It will NOT be happening again! Companionship is all it is going to be about from here on out. Not wanting to get married, not saving it for marriage, just not happening! Thought I had a good relationship and was dumped. Won't be fooled again. Not allowed!!
Open Bereavement
my mother died of colon cancer in November 2005. I still feel her presence very much around me.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have clinical depression and possible PTSD. On Effexor (mainly) since 2004, switching now to Pristiq. I believe that fluctuating hormones diminished the effectiveness of Effexor, as my depression had beem back and worsening for at least 6 months.
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- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- good while it lasted. Was on it since 2004. Now changing to Pristiq.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- still using it. It does help at least when you are in the proper frame of mind!
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Dear friend with BP-II I feel is the only one who truly understands what I am going through. Others honestly cannot grasp the concept of what depression is.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- switched from Effexor to this very briefly, I did not find it as effective as Effexor.
