Journal Entry for July 8, 2009
July 8, 2009 9:49pm
i still am heartbroken. i'm so messed up. i watch my friends move on and fall in love and be happy. i want to be happy for them. but i can't. …
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i don't know how
October 21, 2008 7:53pm
i don't know how things got this bad... i was doing well for so long. i hadn't cried in a while and i was comfortable with where i was at... …
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never ending
June 9, 2008 4:57pm
it's never ending. bad things are never stop happening. my friend hung himself this morning. and one of my best friends... the kid's …
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Journal Entry for May 14, 2008
May 14, 2008 12:44am
i don't even have the energy to explain the emptiness and numbness i feel right now. in 2 and half hours it will be the exact time a year ago …
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Journal Entry for May 12, 2008
May 12, 2008 8:42pm
why me? why him? why us? i just wanna scream! i miss him!!!!!!! i'm angry and sad and miserable. i just want to go back. why can't i go back. …
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendIn May of 2007 my ex-boyfriend and I were in a car accident. We went off the road into some trees and landed in a ditch. Even though we both had our seatbelts on he died instantly on impact. I only broke a few bones. He was the greatest happiness in my life, now he's gone.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- It tires me out.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- When I'm really down I cuddle with my kitties.
- Poetry Somewhat Helpful
- I write letters to him and it makes me feel like I have a connection to him.
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- Some days I can smile about who we were and others I can't help but breakdown.
- Getting Angry Too Soon to Tell
- I yell because I am angry but I don't know who at.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Being around his family makes me feel a little better.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I love talking about him because his memory is the only thing I have left to cling to.
Close Accidents
May 14th 2007... 3:30AM. My CJ and I went off the road and crashed into several trees before landing in a ditch.. he died on impact. He was truly the love of my life... nothing has really been ok since he left me.
