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I don't go on dailystrength much anymore, but here's my update -- I finished student teaching, graduated college, got my teaching license, …
I am a serious loner. I don't want to be, I am just consistently on the outside of things. I feel like people don't even look at me like they do other people, like I'm not quite human. I love dogs, and hope to get my own soon. I'm studying to become an English teacher. I'm also studying psychology.
I am a serious loner. I don't want to be, I am just consistently on the outside of things. I feel like people don't even look at me like they do other people, like I'm not quite human. I love dogs, and hope to get my own soon. I'm studying to become an English teacher. I'm also studying psychology.
karate (I'm completely obsessive about karate, it runs my life)I've been in a number of clubs, have been kindly asked to leave a few, and firmly believe that most of them are cults, as they get very upset if you study under someone else.
karate (I'm completely obsessive about karate, it runs my life)I've been in a number of clubs, have been
I don't go on dailystrength much anymore, but here's my update -- I finished student teaching, graduated college, got my teaching license, …
Not really sure I want a friend anymore.
So here's the good news! I'm back in school, so I have an internet connection again, and I'm living in an apartment! No more dorm room! I …
I don't have friends, don't really have a life. I'm doing okay now, in that I'm not bothering anybody else and everyone seems to be fine with that. I don't wake up wanting to be alive, but I do make it through the day just for the hell of doing it. Right now I'm just in that limbo of trying to exist while not getting all that negative feedback from the world that I got when asking for help. From here it might get better, or I might become suicidal again. I couldn't fail again, though
I'm an outcast in college. "College stress" to me has nothing to do with classes, but everything to do with the friend (and her friends) who now treat me like I have rabies because I had a breakdown.