Journal Entry for July 7, 2009
July 7, 2009 3:38pm
Well, I guess they've decided not to delete my account, after five requests, so I've decided on a little entry. More for my sake I think, …
Goal Completed on Nov 19, 08
RedSuze
11:45am, March 16, 2009
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About Me
RedSuze
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About Me
**SORRY i AM NO LONGER TAKING FRIEND REQUESTS** I am no longer a sufferer - I am an overcomer. RECOVERED. Made new. :) I actually finally love Me! I started suffering from bulimia around the age of 16. It just grew and grew and between the ages of 19-22 I was at complete rockbottom. 2 years ago I got on board my road to recovery, and MAN was it a hard one. But every day is a day nearer, no matter how hard it seems. I recently gave up my job and fought for NHS treatment, which I managed to secure. All I can say is: Freedom is possible. Trust me, I've been to the lowest of the low, to the point of suicide, but there is Life. You just have to say Yes.
**SORRY i AM NO LONGER TAKING FRIEND REQUESTS** I am no longer a sufferer - I am an overcomer. RECOVERED. Made new. :) I actually finally love Me! I started suffering from bulimia around the age of 16. It just grew and grew and between the ages of 19-22 I was at complete rockbottom. 2 years ago I got on board my road to recovery, and MAN was it a hard one. But every day is a day nearer, no matter how hard it seems. I recently gave up my job and fought for NHS treatment, which I managed to secure.
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Hiking and biking. Love it love it love it. Travelling with friends (always much more fun with your best friends), drinking wine, swimming (not at the same time), laughing, partying. I LOVE Al Murray's Happy Hour (TV show), even on the shittiest day that guy can make me laugh. I also adore the friends I have made here, they have given me my life back in abundance, and will continue to be a part of my life forever. Big kiss.
Hiking and biking. Love it love it love it. Travelling with friends (always much more fun with your best
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Journal Entry for February 25, 2009
February 25, 2009 2:06pm
My brother is off to Afghanistan again in 2 weeks. He's already done two tours there and one in Iraq. I don't 'do' worrying, but …
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Little Love
Hey sweets - are you still alive?
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Dear Suze, Thank God you were not taken in by the scammers as I would of felt really awful. They sent the same letter to all two hundred of my friends!!!!! The only one that cannot get into my account is me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol Seriouisly! Love, Eric
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Little Love
Oh no - I think you owe me an email - wow - I was just thinking about you and why I hadn't heard from you. I wanted to know how the job thing went - you didn't get my email? Damn. Well it's good to know you are alive - and I will send you another email my dear Suze. I will send you one tonight - It is so good to hear from you my dear friend. Love and hugs to you. lj
Little Love
Suuuuuze, you came up on my recent activity and I smiled :-). I loooooooooveeeeee yooooouuuuu. xoxoxoxox
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I`m sorry to see you are leaving ,but so so delighted to hear you are recovered from your (ed)...Carol wrote me about you ,as my middle daughter has been suffering for over 6 years now ,and ive fought tooth and nail to get the help she so desperately needs ,yet the nhs seem so reluctant to provide.... All i want is my daughter back..the happy ,sweet natured ,loving full of life girl ,who is and always will be one of the greatest joys in my life..... I only wish i knew where i was going wrong..with therapists ,drs and the like...??? well done ,and congratrulations for taking back your life....im SO pleased for you! I wish you good health ,and happiness always...thanks for letting me "talk".....much love to you....sharon xoxoxo
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI suffered from bulimia for almost 7 years, and after steadily growing greater and greater in its stronghold over me I hit breaking point almost 2 years ago. It has been a long road to recovery but I am finally free. And I mean FREE! It is possible. I promise you.
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- VERY helpful. I managed to secure a 20-week treatment programme which helped me develop new behavioural patterns with my eating. It was child-like and took me back to square-one, but when you've got yourself into such an extreme cycle, it's necessary.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I had a couple of sessions of counselling. It helped me uncover some issues I have, but didn't really get to helping with the bulimia.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Every single important person to me in my life now knows about this and the support has been amazing. Sometimes it's hard to try to explain, but once people know they will do their utmost to give you the love you need when you need it, and the space when you don't.
