nothing really
February 14, 2009 8:49pm
dont know if i can go on anymore. dont know if i want to really. im such a failure. ive always suspected this but now i know for …
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chocolate, theatre, my family, drinking wine, watching sport, my dogs,
chocolate, theatre, my family, drinking wine, watching sport, my dogs,
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Journal Entry for February 9, 2009
February 9, 2009 11:18am
well im still here. just out of hospital after been listed s missing for 8 hours. i swalloed razor blades and when that didnt work i went …
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another day
September 8, 2008 10:22am
Well, its another day that i have to survive. my family have noticed that things arent going so well. that puts me under pressure …
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no firends left
July 17, 2008 12:28pm
i used to have alot of friends on the site. but they never seem to be on now. have they left i wonder.
because of this i think …
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hi i understand what you are going through. i feel the same way right now. if you ever need someone to talk to im here. hope this day gets better for you.
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Honey, deep down inside yourself there is the strength to not let this asshole win. You can be better than that-you are beautiful and amazing. Don't let them have the power in your life to take away your joy.
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have depressionfor seven years and spent many months at different times under sectionin hospital. I have attempted suicide on a number of occaisions and have been on many medications. At the moment my friends and family think i am doing ok but i am letting them believe that beause its easier that way. I was abused when i was 10 by a stranger on the way home from school, every day for three weeks. He is in jail now. So am i , just a different kind, a mental jail.
Treatments
- Celexa Considering
- am currently taking citalopram
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- It worked for some things but not for others.
- Effexor Not Working
- didn't work
- Electroconvulsive therapy Not Working
- Stopped after sixtreatments as it was not working
- Paxil Not Working
- didn't work
- Prozac Not Working
- didn't work
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- i feelthat they are fed up with the whole thing so i keepit from themnow
Close Sexual Abuse
hi, i have had depression for six years now. Apparentlt as a result of the abuse i suffered as a child of 10 by a stranger on the way home from school.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- helped alot, but the group closed
Open Self-Injury
i have had depression for six years and i self-harm alot.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Talking Not Working
Open Bipolar Disorder
have had depression for nearly 7 yrs. just had my diagnosis changed to bp.
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- Celexa Not Working
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- Equetro Not Working
- had to stop due to rally bad side effects
- Lamictal Not Working
