I am scared out of my mind. I am …
I am scared out of my mind. I am the oldest of 8 children and I have 4 children of my own. I just started college and …
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crzychik 
well, today at school was okay. Still down, took Xanax, Prozac along with a multi vitamin since i haven't been eating due to no appetite. I am calmer though. I finally admitted that i needed a counselor so therefore I am going to check into getting one. Not sure how much it would help though. I don't like dealign with emotions or feelings but when they all finally came out, I decided not to push them back in, except for when I am at work. I don't know what to say really, other than the fact that I wish I could be with my siblings. I am not suicidal, I just wish I could be with them. I am just really down, really tired, and all that shit. this sucks.....
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hey hun,i got your message but i have tommy;s mom here tonighht..are you gonna be okay..she will be gone tomorrow....sorry you are not feeling better..hang on gf hang on
carolina320
they have died. they committed suicide
crzychik
huni, they are with yu. Can't yu see them? They are that lil angel on yur shoulder guiding and loving yu in eternity. yes, go get into some therapy huni, that's what I need too, really and Im going to do it, as I can't stand the pain more and more, my own battles hun, Im here for yu huni, please, they are looking down on yu from heaven. xx
SuyB
I hear ya, my friend..I wish to be with my parents every day of my life..and no, I am not suicidal either, but still it is what I wish for..so I get it. SuyB is right hun..your siblings RAE with you always. Stop and feel their spirit.. look for the signs..they are there if you look hard.. Hugs and much love to you sweetie.. go easy on yourself, and please let your friends love and care for you..especially now.. xxx
lilsquirt
I am glad you are not suicidal anymore. I hope you feel better soon.
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