friends, who needs them
October 16, 2009 12:33pm
So I just found out that I was sabotaged again by my so called friend who can only say that she loves me, right. Do you use, manipulate, abuse, and …
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12:51pm, April 19, 2009
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Unfortunately I have not ever had a true friend. Hard to believe I know but it is just not in the cards…
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still plowing through the quick sand
October 14, 2009 2:36pm
Ok I am steady 46lbs down, have about 20 more to go, only having 1100 cals a day and I am getting really tired of this! I don't know what …
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still plowing through
September 15, 2009 12:40pm
O K 2 months later and I have still not reached my goal. I should be done by now in all reasonable aspects but not there for no other …
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as it goes........
August 11, 2009 5:17pm
Ok I am first happy to say that the first 38 are still gone but I am frustrated to have to report a month long "plateau". UGH is the best I …
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its working!
July 17, 2009 10:47pm
I am very happy to say that I have to date lost 38lbs and still going. I am feeling so much better and actually recognize my face in the mirror …
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I just read your comment about BPD. I am going through the exact same thing as you except my husband started cheating 2yrs ago and left me and the kids. he hasnt filed for divorce and still acts like he has done nothing wrong. He doesnt believe the dr. who told him he is Bi-polar. He just blames me for his miserable life. it will be 18yrs of marraige next month and the worst 2 yrs of my life. Just wanted to let you know your not alone. I've lost everything including the house which is getting forclosed on soon. I just learned alot last Sunday. Maybe reading my last jopurnal entry will help you feel better. I hope it does. I also have fibro so I know that pain. Between the fibro and depression from our lives being messed up its hard to wonder why we keep going.
take care!
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You may think the world is hitting you hard and it is but you need to be more creative than the blows. Here I am handing you a bag of lemons. Forget the lemon aide no money in it. Make bars and give it to the people around you. It's amazing when you are not thinking about yourself how happy you can be. Then take one and write "sometimes life sucks lemons" on one and give it to a sad person. You might watch them laugh. I my self was homeless once. You can change your outlook and your odds.
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P.S. I am so sorry about your housing situation
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have lost everything in my life, I have always taken care of others and always been abused, used and left alone. I never can complete anything because my opportunities and efforts are always taken from me before I hve the chance to complete. I have lost my family, my home and been in abusive relationships that have isolated me and taken all my resources.at my age there is little opportunity to start over with a job and career that will support the cost of living
Treatments
- Elavil Not Working
- it helps me to sleep once I get to sleep but my mood is not improving as it did last time I was on this medication
- Meditation Not Working
- because my mind cannot hang on any longer to positive thoughts that never come into existance
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- I feel like my life has been wasted with positive thinking and setting positive goals that are always sabatoged in one way or another. I can never get to where I want to be and always have to settle into someone elses desires
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Years ago I was given this drug and it seemed to help but when i tried it again it didn't have the same effect
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I do not have any support from family, they do not speak to me and i do not have any friends.
- Writing Not Working
- I try to write all the positive things that I will bring into my life but it ends up like living in a dream world because I can never make them happen
- Goji Berries Working / Worked
- eat them and drink the juice regularly, no difference noticed
Close Fibromyalgia
Diagnosed in 1996 and have been trying to continue to work through it. I can no longer work full time so life is tough, Catch 22 cause of the stress of living at poverty level never knowing if I will be ble to pay the bills one more month and the stress make the condition worse so not doing so well these days. Just trying to plow through another day for reasons unknown
Treatments
- Acupressure Not Working
- Elavil Not Working
- worked the first year but does not work anymore
- Heat Not Working
- seems heat aggrivates the inflamation
- Goji Berries Working / Worked
- eat them and drink the juice regularly, no difference noticed
Open Eating Disorders
I suffered my entire life with my weight issues.I felt my best about my body when every one was telling me I was too thin It felt wonderful to be able to go into any store and find nice clothes that fit me well.But underneath it all I was suffering desperately and hated the way I felt about food.I felt if I ate anything it was a terrible thing that would make me fat and ugly I struggled trying to eat but usually had to get rid of it almost immediately because I was repusled by food.
Treatments
- Goji Berries Working / Worked
- eat them and drink the juice regularly, no difference noticed
Open Loneliness
lonliness is a horrible thing
