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79pounds 
3:44pm Sunday
feeling a lot better//got duane off the roof and she is sleeping all day. lol.//ranting a bit
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 |
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 |
i think duane scared herself silly last night. kv let her out somehow, i didn't even bother asking how he screwed up letting her out, because lately the list of kv "errors" is so long its distressing to even acknowledge it. duane got herself onto the roof of the house somehow and couldn't figure out how to get down. she stayed up there all night. i got her down this morning with a ladder and she has been inside sleeping ever since. lol. poor thing. she is definitely a cat that should never be outside.
(discovered part of the DOUBLE electric bill is also because kv is using the setting on the dryer that never turns off. the timer is broken and there used to be a note on it that is now mysteriously gone, but there are two other notes on there saying, USE THIS SETTING HERE with an arrow. i know from past experience that the dryer ALONE if misused doubles the electric bill. his other "trick" lately is leaving the windows wide open in the kitchen, even when the heat/a/c is on. he is even opening a window with a sign on it, "do not open" lever is broken and then opens it anyway, so then not only do i have to close it when i get back (and who knows how long its been open for when he does this, probably all day!!!!) but i have to take the window apart to close it by hand because the lever isn't working. there are five other windows in there with the lever working, but he has to use the one where it doesn't and in order to do this he actually has to move the note TAPED to the lever and then says he doesn't SEE a note. what an asshole. adding to assholedom, he KNOWS wes is the one making all the trouble in the area, especially with pets. he knows the neighbors were here talking about it. so who does he go visit and have visit over here????!!!! wes the asshole of all time, the one dominic calls the town menace. he has him come HERE???!!!! by the time kv finally leaves i will totally dispise him. i think he is used to being hated and i think he is more comfortable being hated, like that is how he is treated most of the time so that is his security blanket, the thing that is most familiar to him. ich. either this guy is retarded or he is demented because i have only met one other person in my life that acts like that and she was both mentally challenged from a slow school and an alcoholic (and i still think even with people like that with diminished abilities they are doing what they do as a form of malice. don't believe for a second they don't know what they are doing is evil).
feeling a lot better. got some extra sleep and ate water melon as a diarretic and i think it knocked a lot of it out of me. also took a bit of phenergan with codeine which always does the trick when i get this. i think i was running myself down, taking care of too many things and too many people bothering me wanting things. people with large families who live with them, i don't know how they do it, because i really need that one or two days off of doing nothing or my body totally fights back. even with all the meds for these animals, i think like with bottlefeeds where i miss a feeding because i need eight hours of sleep, i need to miss a day of medicating animals. it'd be different a bit if it were all here, but its not, so even though its sociable it becomes like another thing weighing on you and almost job-like. the grey and white feral kitten is becoming cuddly.
feeling overwhelmed lately because of all that is going on and then felt foolish feeling that way, after a client called about their loan to tell me her husband just got out of jail and will they still be able to get a loan. actually i don't think so. i think if its a felony, she has to wait seven years, and then have the felony expunged and then go for the loan again. felons/ex-felons generally don't have rights, as scary as that is. i'm upset because kv is an asshole and wes is calling animal control and the animals are sick and i have bronchitis and then someone calls me with something waaaay bigger. their spouse is/was in jail. really wakes you up to how small everything else is.
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Wow Girl,,,take a deep breath, you need to do more then vent right now...I think some pamper time is truly needed now...Do you know when kv is leaving yet? Isn't there any way to get him out now? I don't know how you handle all of this....
Good news to hear you got Duane off the roof, and such luck with the feral too, Meow is letting me within 3 feet of him now..but he still hisses from time to time.
You take care and relax some...
Love U
LeeAnn
no. i have been freezing him out and purposely making noise about all his crap that he does instead of giving myself an ulcer about it. its too many things with him. i called fpl and they are sending an audit so i can post it and request his half to the penny. i am still amazed this happened at all. my father wants me to send the bill to his parents as well and hopefully they will pay it, though at his age, unless he is mental, he really should be paying for everything himself. though one of my friends from college still needed his parents to pay for him when he was 31. he was still in school, because he was a rock star in europe, in between, another one; and when he studied abroad in memphis, he left bills everywhere he went and didn't understand why he had to pay it because he "wasn't there that much" lol. not really funny. more sick than funny, but that was his excuse. well, i have rented a place but since i am "not there that much" have decided to never pay for it. and the owner/landlord, can they rent out that place to someone that DOES pay while he is "not there that much". i don't really talk to him much anymore. he was always the too spoiled type, which i now have learned is called narcisstic personality disorder. i think i know/have known a LOT of people with that disorder. lol.
its a lot. usually this is the least of it. i don't get on and rant about up north yet. lol. but those aren't my bills except for child support and actually "they" aren't around that much, so does that mean i no longer have to pay? lol.
79pounds
with the client with the husband in jail. she says it was in all the papers up here. he spent nine days in jail for embezzlement and crimes against the elderly. he had a power of attorney for his aunt's bank account and house and he wrote checks to himself and spent all the money and the nursing home is requesting money for the bill and there isn't any. he hasn't said what happened to it. he is out of jail and living with his girlfriend, but his wife had to go to JAIL to get him sign documents about their house which is for sale, they have a 72,000 mortgage on it and if they get 72,000 i'll be surprised. its a mobile on land. they want 99,000. his wife refused to bail him out of jail and she thinks the girlfriend did (the girlfriend is on ssd and the wife was just diagnosed with ms. its so different being old. its all the same scenarios and soap operas but instead of sport injuries and excesses partying and travelling, its serious health issues.)
79pounds
That sounds right about kv, having narcissistic personality. Very self centered, I wish I could help you get him out of there! lol I wonder if you could just change the locks and throw his crap on the lawn! An agreement is an agreement and must be honored by both parties not change in the middle somewhere. And the worst is when they have no remorse & take no responsibility. I don't think you're going to squeeze a nickel out of him.
That is scary about the people with the health issues, having to worry about being ripped off, and/or all those soap opera scenarios. yuck.
I agree you need a break from all this and get some relaxation don't make yourself sick. I love watermelon. Namaste! xxoo
cypher
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marylouwho
now its mitty getting caught on the roof. have no idea how they get up there, but they don't know how to get back down which is weird. they should just be able to jump onto the deck. i'll hae to put a ladder or something up that way for them i guess.
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