Journal

I'm feeling incredibly down today about my job. I hate it completely. Not as much as that one I had before, but it's pretty close.  The bosses are drunken lemurs with the leadership skills of...I dunno...something with really bad leadership skills.  Lemurs!  It's taking everything I've got to not walk out right now. 

I'm often assigned projects I have no experience with and I'm just expected to complete them.  The things they expect me to do are the things that licensed designers and architects should be doing.  Additionally, they refuse to offer any input.  They're too "busy."  Busy making a mess that me and the other secretary have to clean up!  

I can't take it.  

I've applied to two jobs recently and I haven't heard a word.  

It's a dark freakin' day.  I don't know how to pull myself outta this one.  

I gotta calm down.  I'm having a hard time juggling all my expenses and paying this debt.  Plus, I need it paid off at the beginning of July and I just don't know if I can swing it.  DANGIT.

I'm gonna keep trying.  I'm afraid I won't get the financial Aid I need and stuff and I'm just a mess about this. 

BAH!