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charliecarrie 
7:56pm, October 30, 2009
Lots has happened recently been really happy with my boyfriend finally found an amazing guy, he is beautiful in every way, he is kind and thoughtful and he always knows when im tired, he just knows and its amazing, hes protective and looks after me, he even cooks most of the time which is amazing. Unfortunately he has just moved to Devon so i only see him every couple of weeks.
Got made redundant officially finish work a week Monday, got a part time job but money really poor, trying to do some free lance work hopefully if not i dont know what will happen as i wont be able to pay my mortgage. I havent got depressed though suprisingly i still managing to stay positive quiet amazed at myself.
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had a lovelly weekend last week went to West wales for a couple of days with my new boyfrined, I work with him and he already knows about my illness known him for about 2 years now and always got on well. Anyway i wanted to show him were i was brought up. it was a lovely weekend and went to Cardigan, New Quay, llangranog and Aberaeron beaches, it was lovely and lots of fresh air. Felt warn out on the way back on Sunday then got a really bad cold, which felt much worse than a cold and affected my asthma had really difficulty breathing. Feel like i am always ill.
Now the spring is here and summer round the corner a good time to be more positive, my cold is lifting and my breathing a bit better.
looking forward to the summer and going to try to be postive not sure how long it will last but i got to try
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I think your attitude is wonderful Vic!! I'm so happy you have found someone to enjoy time with who undertands your illness.
This is the kind of change you need.
I'm so happy for you. Try to keep that attitude...I know I try as well....and we'll both have a better summer this year.
Hugsssssssssssssssss
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Oh Vic you went to all the places where we were last week, we might have seen you without realising!
So glad that you had someone to share it with. Despite the cold it seems as though your postive attitude won through.
Good luck.
Love Jen xx
i am feeling so lonely at the moment my illness is preventing me from doing anything, the other day in work we had an issue with new rooms and were asked to make beds i didnt feel i could say no that it would look like i was using my illnes cause no one understands what that kind of physical work can do to me. This has set me back but i wonder if i had been honest if then rather than feeling worn out i would feel like everyone would think i was lazy and i dont know which is worse
how can i feel bad because i cant do stuff its because this illness is still so misunderstood and while the people who know are supportive they dont understand how even a little physical work can hurt so much
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This is such a difficult time for you Vic. I am paying the price for going to Wales last week and helping my mother-in-law. We don't recover as quickly, that's for sure.
Sending love and hope you feel better soon, Jen xx
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Fantastic news Vic, you deserve some happiness. Any chance you could let out the house and move to Devon?
JenCG
Well, I'm amazed at you too!! Good for you! I can't tell you how happy I am that you have found someone!! I've been waiting for that to happen to you! You so deserve a good man after what you've been through Vic. This is an answer to prayer.
I'm so glad you let me know you were here today!!!
Money is tough all over isn't it??? At least you have someone who really cares about you now. This is really great! I'm so happy for you!!!!
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
DarlaC