I went to the Dr. today. She gave me clonopin for the attacks I have been having. I don't know how to feel about that. I haven't taken them since I overdosed almost 3 years ago. ( I was drinking at the time) had I not been drinking I never would have done it. I believe I am well past that stage. I will use them as prescribed but it is still scary.
I was doing good. I still am because I feel I am handling them better. But when I have a bad attack it instanly makes me feel hopeless again. NO matter how good I have been doing.
I have a wonderful life right now. I have a loving husband and a wonderful daughter and I feel like I shouldn't be having attacks. I know that is not how it works but I think it should because it woul dmake things a hell of a lot easier.
It is late. I am going to bed. Thanks all for listening.![]()






Hope you are doing well now, and if you need the klonipan then just take it when needed. I have that and take .25mg every day and it is helpful. Good luck and let us know how you are doing.
elisha