Journal Entry for April 7, 2009
Wlked too much on the stair stepper, it has died and gone to heaven...... This must be God's way of saying do something other than the treadmill …
I am a home health aide, I have a 16 year old daughter who is mildly mentally retarted, & ADHD.
I am a home health aide, I have a 16 year old daughter who is mildly mentally retarted, & ADHD.
Wlked too much on the stair stepper, it has died and gone to heaven...... This must be God's way of saying do something other than the treadmill …
down from 269 pounds to 220 pounds.. "The woods are lovely dark and deep, but I have promises to keep and miles to go before i sleep; and miles …
After a really bad day of wanting "comfort food" for no apparent reason, when I weighed in this morning i figured i gained about 10 …
how does one learn to love neself? That is something i have NEVER done. I was always degraded ever since i was a little kid, mom always called me …
meds are still "iffy". it feels like i am walking into a rick wall when they are wearing off. I dropped 3 pounds over the last week. …
Hugs
Shanna,are you ok?
I too need to learn to love myself. I am right there with you. If you find an answer, can you share it with me???
thanks sweetheart.
how are you my friend. thanks for the hugs and prayers. greatly appreciated. sending lots of hugs your way and wishing you a great day.
Ive ALWAYS been heavy set my ENTIRE LIFE. My mom has had me on diets ever since I was 3 years old. I never had any friends growing up because every one was skinny or a "normal" weight. I was always made fun of because of my weight. No matter how much I diet I can not seem to loose all the weight I need to loose. I an 120 lbs over weight. I joined weight watchers at Church, and I lost a total of 7 lbs, but now I'm not loosing weight anymore.
i was in major pain, and went to the hospital emergency room, i could not move my left arm without screaming and crying, they took x-rays and gave me a script for naproxen and told me to see my family physician, who finally diagnosed me with pleurisy. i wouldn't wish this on the devil himself!!!!!!
i've been taking care of people since I was in 6th grade.
My daughter was diagnosed when she was in preschool at the age of 3. She has had eeg's ekg's seen by all types of doctors before they decided it was ADHA. Then all of those lovely docsa decided she was a guinney pig with med treatments like crazy. If I would say something I was told that I was the worst thing that could have happened to her! Hello she's my daughter!!!!!! Go figure.
I have been laid off since July 7,2008. i am struggling to find another job, because of my depression, and the lovely economy it has been real hard. after i pay rent i am broke. i am worried about my utilities, my daughter graduates this year so now i have to figure out how to buy senior pics...........and just like the rest of you, i am struggling to make ends meet. I would love to find a work from home job, putting my computer to some good use. Any suggestions? Thank you.