Journal

Well, i was diagnosed with PCOS a couple of weeks ago now and each day i seem to find out more and more about it. I remeber leaving my Docors a couple of weeks ago in a daze because not only could i be infertile but this also has major health risks in the future for me, not mentioning the living hell i'm in now! I'm starting to come to terms with a bit now and its good that theres alot out there that you can actually do for yourself, but the thing i'm strugging with is wanting to do it and wanting to help myself. I mean of course i want to get stuck in and improve my health but when you've had a bad day where you've been in agony with your tummy or you've spent the whole day feeling bloated and stuff the last thing you want to is go home and exercise and make a nice healthy meal! You want to curl up on the sofa and feel sorry for yourself. I don't doubt that it'll get better in time it's just when!!!!! Well, i think thats enough of feeling sorry for myself today, hopefully tomorrow will be better!