Storm - Final Entry
January 17, 2009 11:47am
I feel like I must explain myself a little. I disappeared as I always do and then I came back briefly yet I didn't actually help anyone. I've …
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About Me
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About Me
Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly One small sideways look and I feel so ungood Somewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to make Me feel the way I thought only my father could Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me One forgotten birthday I'm all but cooked How these little abandonments seem to sting so easily I'm 13 again am I 13 for good? I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful So unloved for someone so fine I can feel so boring for someone so interesting So ignorant for someone of sound mind Oh these little protections how they fail to serve me One forgotten phone call and I'm deflated Oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me Your hand pulling away and I'm devastated When will you stop leaving baby? When will I stop deserting baby? When will I start staying with myself? Oh these little projections how they keep springing from me I jump my ship as I take it personally Oh these little rejections how they disappear quickly The moment I decide not to abandon me
Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly One small sideways look and I feel so ungood Somewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to make Me feel the way I thought only my father could Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me One forgotten birthday I'm all but cooked How these little abandonments seem to sting so easily I'm 13 again am I 13 for good? I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful So unloved for someone so fine I can feel so boring for someone so interesting
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Death is not you
January 12, 2009 5:12pm
You are not death.
You are not the tears anyone cries.
You are not the emptiness they feel.
You are not the mourning.
You are not the shroud on your …
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I hope all is well. just checking in.
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Miss You
still missing you.. as is everyone.. I hope all is well
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I miss you xoxox
Ray of Sunshine
A little ray of sunshine. Tomorrow may be a bigger and brighter day. I hope it is for you.
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Close Anxiety
Archetype hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Self-Injury
I think I'm nearing the danger zone again
Open Anger Management
Archetype hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionbleh. Ask.
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- tis alright so long as no one knocks you off-kilter in process...
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Helps me breathe
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- tis alright so long as no one knocks you off-kilter in process...
- Prozac Working / Worked
- I took it I felt numb I left it I'm back on it I left it again....Story of my life eh?
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I couldn't do without family. I don't want anything to do with so-called friends.
- Writing Working / Worked
- cant do without
Open College Stress
hate it.
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