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April 7, 2009 8:55pm
I had a binge tonight. It makes me sad. Cause - I know as I am doing it - almost unconsciously the eating - but the knowledge of why …
annmarieh
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About Me
annmarieh
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About Me
I am an actress in NY - I grew up in a town in the midwest - went to a major University for music and want to be living to my fullest potential. Because certain aspects of my eating are having a ruling over me I will isolate - avoid opportunities - auditions etc. I just passed up a t.v. spot bc I have gained so much weight I don't want to see myself on there. HELP - this is a waste of me.
I am an actress in NY - I grew up in a town in the midwest - went to a major University for music and want to be living to my fullest potential. Because certain aspects of my eating are having a ruling over me I will isolate - avoid opportunities - auditions etc. I just passed up a t.v. spot bc I have gained so much weight I don't want to see myself on there. HELP - this is a waste of me.
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Watching Movies - Reading - my friends & Family - are close to me and amazing - wonderful and fun - I also volunteer on the weekends. Living in NY there is a ton of places to help out.
Watching Movies - Reading - my friends & Family - are close to me and amazing - wonderful and fun - I
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Weirdest.
March 30, 2009 8:57pm
So things have been ok. I moved back to MI - am living with my mother. Which is not as weird as it sounds just because we have only …
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Happy day after V. Day
February 15, 2009 8:05am
I'm currently single (by choice - sort of - you know- I want to have a reign over myself and get back in control and feel confident before …
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I'm back . . . Again
February 8, 2009 8:15am
Augh . . .
I could use some support. So - I am back. It has been a few years now that I have been trying to get some control over my …
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I'm O.k.
October 16, 2008 3:35pm
So - I have been doing well - but got back online bc I had a serious binge - although I did not eat anything crazy like doughnuts or something (well …
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I’m With You
We're in exactly the same shoes. I was skinny now I'm fat. I'm an entertainer also. I find it hard to moderate. You're in my thoughts
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Sorry you are struggling. There is hope though. you can do it. Hugs!
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Hugs,hugs,hugs,lots of hugs for u.
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
About a Yr. ago - I was eating nearly nothing and excercising maybe 3 times a day - I was in deep emotional pain. I have begun to get my life back on track - but somewhere along the way have started to eat everything - the illness has filpped to the enitre opposite. This is effecting my emotions, my self esteem, my choices, my life. I need help to regain control.
Close Breakups & Divorce
This is a weird place for me to be - I have never been married - I'm 27 - My mother and step father were married for 26 yrs, and divorced about a yr ago. I haven't spoken to him since. And I think it is something I have ignored and is eating away at me. I don't know what to do but pretentding I never had a father is not the right solution. He has another family now.
Treatments
- Time Not Working
- When doing my taxes - which my father has always done - I told the accountant he had passed away and that was why I couldn't get some of the info needed. :(
Open Lupus
My mom has had this her entire life - or since she was 15 she can remember the pain. So I have always had this illness in my life - our household - but she has two (if I must say so myself) lovely successful children. And is newly divorced - getting her first job - living on her own. Doing wonderful. This is a complex illness but one which you can manage. I wanted to be available to talk if there are parents who want to understand what goes on with their kids and this illness or vice versa
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
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