Just trying to make it through the evening. I'm being bad once again - wine and spritzer mixed together but I can't seem to give up the wine. I feel like a BIG FAT loser. Speaking of fat, are these meds making me fat? Never did before. I think I'm eating for comfort now - SUCKS big time. Maybe a better day tomorrow and I won't worry about losing my great job. Career suicide if I do because I have a killer resume - always over-qualified for everything being an assistant. Going to Puerto Vallerta in March and am very scared - normally would be so excited I couldn't sit still. I get very excited about these things BUT now,I really don't want to go but I have to for my kids and my husband.
All for now - pray to God I recover soon





