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EVERYTHING IS SENT TO TRY US!!! Mood
Monday, September 29, 2008

NOT A GOOD DAY TODAY!

last week was totally crap cos of sides and i've written it out of this year.  AND today is only monday and is prolly one of the worst days ever.  blood results came back today for my 15 yr old son and guess what??????????  yep, you guessed it!!  he has hcv.  grrrrrrrrrrr!!!  and has prolly had it since birth.  so he's now been referred to my hepatologist and we'll see where we go from there.

of course, after the initial shock of it, i quickly became positive about his prospects given the fact that he's prolly the same genotype as me and that he will have sustained little or no damage to his liver and talked him through the whole thing and he feels pretty ok about the it now.  he thought he would automatically become as ill as i am, but i explained that he is prolly only in the very early stages of the disease, whereas i am at the other end, so its a completely different ball game for him.  but at times like this, i do wonder where god is and why he sees fit to punish such innocents.

i wont go on a depressive about it though.  in fact, i am more determined than ever now.  i must conquer my battle in order to be there for him and i sure as hell wont let him suffer any more than is absolutely necessary!

i am not a happy bunny today, but hey, tomorrow's another day and the sun will shine for us tomorrow.

sorry to vent my friends, cos i know there are lots of others on here that have had to watch their children go through hell from much worse positions than my son and i have always admired those of you that have done that and i'm sure they must have been just as devastated, but well done all of you:)  my heart goes out to you.  now it's our turn.  i only pray that i can be as strong for my son as some of you have been for your children. 

thank you guys for being there for me:)

luv ya

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  1. Mckenzie

    Oh my God, I am soo sorry. Poor Kid.
    Shit I hate this disease. grrr
    Soo sorry. Mckenzie one day at the time.


    MckenzieCommunity Leader

  2. Rudytrue

    You are a real trooper :)It is going to be okay.Being that your son is so young, perhaps the cure is within reach for him.Keep the faith,
    Ru


    Rudytrue

  3. abuff2

    sorry about your son ... my son is the same age !


    abuff2

  4. pepy

    thank you everyone for your kind words and support. i honestly dont know what i'd do without you guys sometimes. you have all been so understanding, kind and supportive and i have made some, what i would call, 'real' friends on here. thank you all so much for being there:)
    love you loads
    x


    pepy

  5. AliasPandaBaby

    I am sorry to hear your son has hcv. I know with your knowledge he will not have some of the fear others do with no one that understands. It sounds like you have put his mind to some rest already. He sounds like a trooper. I have you both in my prayers.

    Let the children come to me. Do not stop them! For the Kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I assure you, anyone who does not have their kind of faith will never get into the Kingdom of God. Mark 10:14-15


    AliasPandaBaby

  6. pepy

    thank you baby:) you are sooooooo thoughtful and there you are with all your probs. i'm only sorry to cause you concern honey. you take it easy now ok. thank god you are a real trooper my friend. hang in there hon and keep on trecking.
    i'm here for you any time
    x


    pepy

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