Just tired and emotional. Have …
Just tired and emotional. Have you ever been given so much advice that you just don't know where to start? My sleeping …
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HappierDaysofSnow 
10:06am Yesterday
I don't feel much better than I did yesterday, or the day before. This depression spell is lasting longer than I want it to. I was so depressed last Christmas, and I don't want to be again this year. I can feel it in my chest, squeezing, making it hard to breath.
I am trying so fucking hard to keep it together, throwing myself into writing, my daughter and talking to friends. I try to crawl into my husband's skin when he's home. I really need him right now and can't even get ahold of him, he's in a meeting. I hate not being able to talk to him. But that is life. I really do miss him during the day.
I'm really working hard on my story. It's coming along nicely. Rampantkat is really helping along with it. He's so sweet. Love him like a brother. Wish he lived closer so we could actually hang out.
Anyways, that's it for now. I'm lonely, bored, missing hubby and down. If you have any ideas of how to bring my mood up, I'm all ears, well eyes :P
Ciao for now,
Audrey
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hey, sorry you're feeling so down. Things that I do to make myself feel better is to get out of the situation, put myself somewhere else. I like to watch silly tv or movies. I treat myself to nice things if I can afford them. I remember when times were good and think that they will be that way again. This is only a mood, it will pass, things will get better. I hope you have faith cause that always helps. Much love and hugs.
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