HappierDaysofSnow's Journal

     I don't what's wrong with me today.  I was so agitated with life this morning.  And now that I'm coming down from the agitation I am going down.  I can feel it in my chest, the weight of it all.  So today I'm going to throw myself into my daughter, my second book (which is going to be even better the last one.  I hope to get enough words in this one to get it published by Avon Books. 

     I am going to publish my first book myself, see if it runs off (yes I'm going to put the information on DS when it is all said and done).  Then I'm going to try to get with a traditional company.

     I do not know why I'm down, I can just feel it.  I've tried talking to friends, and it helps when I talk to them, but when they have to go it just makes me more sad.  What is wrong with me?  I was doing so well for so long.  Am I just having a slight relapse?  I hope it's only temperary.

     Thanks for listening.

Ciao,

Audrey