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HappierDaysofSnow 
10:06am Monday
I hate this, I feel manic for hours, I don't sleep, but YET I feel blue and down. My house is the cleanest it's EVER been (Not saying I don't clean) But I'm doing more chores now than I ever have, it's like I'm on speed or something! But yet I want to sit and just cry for no reason. It FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE feeling like this, I know my meds are doing it to me, but it's the MOST energy that I've EVER had! So I'm in a catch 22.
To top it all off I'm trying to switch INS to get better care for myself, they deny me, now I'm trying to appeal it, trying to get SSI, Hubby is falling under the pressure of school and work and home. Kids are bored during the summer, I miss my oldest son so bad it hurts!!!!
I think I'm done rambling now, I'm just feeling SO lost w/i myself!
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