I'm a mother of 4, have 2 cats. Was diagnosed with BP in 07. The dx's kept coming. So now I try to get through each day with a smile on my face. Each day is a blessing that I'm still alive.
I'm a mother of 4, have 2 cats. Was diagnosed with BP in 07. The dx's kept coming. So now I try to get through each day with a smile on my face. Each day is a blessing that I'm still alive.
I love music, music is the on thing that will tell you the mood I'm in w/o words. And reading Laurell K. Hamilton, Amanda Ashley, Katie McAllister, pretty much anything paranormal. Love vamps, ghosts, but can't do horror movies. Go fig LOL.
I love music, music is the on thing that will tell you the mood I'm in w/o words. And reading Laurell
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SadSnow wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 6, 2009 4:02pm
I don't feel much better than I did yesterday, or the day before. This depression spell is lasting…
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November 6, 2009 4:02pm
I don't feel much better than I did yesterday, or the day before. This depression spell is lasting longer than I want it …
November 4, 2009 11:41am
I don't what's wrong with me today. I was so agitated with life this morning. And now that I'm …
November 2, 2009 6:34pm
I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!! MY BOOK IS ALMOST DONE!!!!!!! THEN I WILL BE WORKING ON BOOK TWO OF MY SERIES. I ALREADY HAVE A SECOND BOOK IN …
Thanks for the hug, appreciate it... Hope things are easing up a litle for you to, whats trigered your depresion, have you been able to pinpoint it?
Just hiding in the cave. Hope you all are good. Big Kat {{HUGGERS}} to you.
thank you and im doing the best i can. i jus want it to be over.
Thank you for being such a good friend to this silly old puss. Much love to you and yours.
why erotica?
I have always had some type of depression. Recently I got seen for my mood swings. Thinking it was post pardem depression, I found out it is Bipolar. It helped explain so much about my moods, but I also felt like I didn't want to know. Like being in the dark was an ok thing with this. I am terrified of if my kids can get this. My case is bad enough that is effects my EVERYDAY life, and family :(
I was diagnosed with anxiety about 3 years ago. It is not as bad as it was, but it's still there. I get my attacks every now and again. But I hope that as I get older and with some help it will just go away, or get better.
I am a SI, but my problem is I never remember doing it. I have been a cutter since '01. It is scary to think I do this to myself and I do not remember it. A friend told me I look like I am sleep walking before I grab a knife and start to cut. The only time it seems to happen is when every emotion inside me is too much for me to handle.
It seems the more I dig into myself I remember things that my mind didn't want to rememeber. I have been abused this way in many ways. I never talk about it because it just opens a wound too big to deal with. I am just one big mess.
Too many relationships were like this, it took me so long to get out of that crowd, and away from the problems. It took so long to learn that it wasn't my fault, but I still hold the scars close to my heart.
I have BPD and DPD
I've had depression since I was a tween. It's just gotten worse over the years
I have some serious anger issues
I've been assaulted sexually multiple times in my life
