Just my Story
November 17, 2009 10:12am
Well it's been a long couple of weeks. I added some to my book, it's much better now. IDK when I'll …
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Goal End Date is May 3, 10 163 more days.
HappierDaysofSnow
9:44am Tuesday
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About Me
HappierDaysofSnow
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About Me
I'm a mother of 4, have 2 cats. Was diagnosed with BP in 07. The dx's kept coming. So now I try to get through each day with a smile on my face. Each day is a blessing that I'm still alive.
I'm a mother of 4, have 2 cats. Was diagnosed with BP in 07. The dx's kept coming. So now I try to get through each day with a smile on my face. Each day is a blessing that I'm still alive.
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Website
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Interests
I love music, music is the on thing that will tell you the mood I'm in w/o words. And reading Laurell K. Hamilton, Amanda Ashley, Katie McAllister, pretty much anything paranormal. Love vamps, ghosts, but can't do horror movies. Go fig LOL.
I love music, music is the on thing that will tell you the mood I'm in w/o words. And reading Laurell
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Recent Activity
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3 hugs received, 2 hugs given, 1 journal comment, 1 journal post
Yesterday
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HappierDaysofSnow gave snowychristmas a thanks 6:42am
Thank you very much, IDK if you celebrate it there in GBR but Happy Holidays!…
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HappierDaysofSnow gave snowychristmas a gold star 6:38am
You can do it, I don't it'll be that hard for you :-)…
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HappierDaysofSnow and snowychristmas are now friends 6:34am
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HappierDaysofSnow and SkyLineAndSmiles are now friends 6:34am
Tuesday
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HappierDaysofSnow commented on their journal entry Just my Story 11:23pm
It's 930 PM and I'm WIDE awake. Thanks for the thoughts though :-)…
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Journal
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Why do I even Fucking Bother II
November 9, 2009 1:03pm
I have gotten a lot of responses to my last journal, I didn't really OD, I took ONE pill more than I should have with my …
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Why Do I Even Fucking Bother?!
November 9, 2009 10:06am
WTF?! I got to my appointments. I call when I need help. I take my meds as perscribed. I was doing was doing so fucking well, …
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Journal Entry for November 6, 2009
November 6, 2009 4:02pm
I don't feel much better than I did yesterday, or the day before. This depression spell is lasting longer than I want it …
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Hugbook
Chocolate
Have a good weekend and take care of yourself!
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Flower
happy thanksgiving!
Hug
Hope you have a great weekend!
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Superhero Status
Plants And People
by: Author Unknown
Plants grow best when we pay attention to them. That means watering, touching them, putting them in places where they will receive good light. They need people around them to notice if they are drooping at the edges or looking particularly happy in the sunlight. The more attention a plant receives, the better it will grow.
We need to be noticed in the same way. If we notice a family member or friend is drooping, perhaps we can pay some special attention to him or her. All of us need someone to care about how we are and to truly listen to us. We can share and double someone's happiness by noticing and talking about it also. We help the people around us to grow by listening to their droopy edges as well as their bright days. People need this as much as plants need light and water. 
High Five
Just to say How happy I am to hear your days are happy. All in all life is good!
Cheers, Eliza
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
I have always had some type of depression. Recently I got seen for my mood swings. Thinking it was post pardem depression, I found out it is Bipolar. It helped explain so much about my moods, but I also felt like I didn't want to know. Like being in the dark was an ok thing with this. I am terrified of if my kids can get this. My case is bad enough that is effects my EVERYDAY life, and family :(
Treatments
- Valium Working / Worked
- It's mostly for my anger and rages. doesn't work all that well right now.
Close Anxiety
I was diagnosed with anxiety about 3 years ago. It is not as bad as it was, but it's still there. I get my attacks every now and again. But I hope that as I get older and with some help it will just go away, or get better.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- it helps a lot when it hits
Open Self-Injury
I am a SI, but my problem is I never remember doing it. I have been a cutter since '01. It is scary to think I do this to myself and I do not remember it. A friend told me I look like I am sleep walking before I grab a knife and start to cut. The only time it seems to happen is when every emotion inside me is too much for me to handle.
Open Sexual Abuse
It seems the more I dig into myself I remember things that my mind didn't want to rememeber. I have been abused this way in many ways. I never talk about it because it just opens a wound too big to deal with. I am just one big mess.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Too many relationships were like this, it took me so long to get out of that crowd, and away from the problems. It took so long to learn that it wasn't my fault, but I still hold the scars close to my heart.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- I would listen to certain music that would lighten my mood and make me feel human, not a punching bag
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I have BPD and DPD
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- I talk to the a therapist twice a month, and meds really help too.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- I listen to music all the time.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- try to talk to my therapist
- Reading Working / Worked
- I love to read vamp books, and no, not Anne Rice
- Celexa Working / Worked
- It helps the depression of it now if there was something for the damn nightmares wed be good!
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've had depression since I was a tween. It's just gotten worse over the years
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
- Abilify Working / Worked
Open Anger Management
I have some serious anger issues
Open Rape
I've been assaulted sexually multiple times in my life
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