Journal Entry for February 23, 2008
I'm back and what a journey it was! I never want to take one like it again! I missed all of my friends at DS sooooo much-it's …
Moved back "home" to Indiana from Arizona to care for my 87 yr old father. I am alone in this effort with no support from siblings. My son is in prison in Arizona; my daughter just gave birth to my first granddaughter but I will never see her or know her as my daughter and I have been estranged for 12 yr because she decided her stepmother had been "more of a mother" to her than I had ever been. Both children are adopted and my daughter found her birth mother, which I supported, but did not want me to meet her or be part or her life in any way! So I have suffered from depression for years-thus labeled the "crazy lady" by my ex-big reason my daughter distanced herself! Also have fibro and finally correct diagnosis of Bipolar II! Surgery gone wrong, surgery to fix it, hospital staph infection resulting in amputation-not musch help to my Dad! I teach piano and flute-can at least still play and do love my music and my God who blessed me with my talent and ability to share it with others! Have been gone from DS for too long and hope to reconnect with old friends and make lots of new ones!
Moved back "home" to Indiana from Arizona to care for my 87 yr old father. I am alone in this effort with no support from siblings. My son is in prison in Arizona; my daughter just gave birth to my first granddaughter but I will never see her or know her as my daughter and I have been estranged for 12 yr because she decided her stepmother had been "more of a mother" to her than I had ever been. Both children are adopted and my daughter found her birth mother, which I supported, but did not want me
Music, my pets, reading, teaching piano and flute and keeping my playing (piano & flute) skills the best I can be, even with the pain of arthritis and fibro, to keep teaching and performing! Have a few really good friends, enjoy long talks, walks, when I can, and helping others even when I feel I can't help myself! And always remembering God will get me through whatever He puts before me!
Music, my pets, reading, teaching piano and flute and keeping my playing (piano & flute) skills the best
I'm back and what a journey it was! I never want to take one like it again! I missed all of my friends at DS sooooo much-it's …
Once upon a time I was falling in love, now I'm only falling apart,
Nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart.
Probably my favorite song …
Just when you think your life can't possibly get any more screwed up-it does! I had told my PT that my shoulder blade looked like a …
I got my hopes up and got them dashed-should have known better! All doctors are alike, I swear! Ran around, made the calls, signed the …
It's been so long since I've written and I haven't kept in touch with my friends here-to all of you I am so sorry! I would like to …
Dear Susan i am missing you, where are you my lovely ? Let me know how you are doing, Love and hugs, Lou x x x
Come and check out our group called Parents of Estranged Adult Children Everywhere, we fondly call PEACE. I hope you can take some time to read some of our discussions and meet some of our wonderful members who are very caring and supportive. Take care and I wish you well. Hugs, Judy
ive missed u hope all is ok
Dear Susan what a lovely surprise to hear from you, you have made my day. Oh you have been missed. I would really like to hear what has been going on. God bless you my lovely. Take care and hopefully hear from you when you are able. Love and hugs, Lou x x x
Just wanted to stop by with a hug.
Recently diagnosed with bi-polar type II at the age of 55 after being told for over 30 years I was mildly depressed!! At least now I know why I love going at least 20 mph over the speed limit, shoplift, can't sleep and then I crash. For weeks, months I do nothing because I can not do anything-Just to see the light of another day is hell, a cruel vicscious joke. I just pull the covers tighter and wait for the mania!!
Recently diagnosed with fibro. , have arthritis every where, four protruding discs in my lower back that pinch the spinal nerve`, as well as degenerative disc disease and arthritis in my lower spine!!