Journal Entry for September 15, 2007
started methadone a day ago, it works ill tell you that, though im still very down, im wondering if this is a way out or a ticket to a worse …
Names Graeme i love watching movies and i read lots,
Names Graeme i love watching movies and i read lots,
started methadone a day ago, it works ill tell you that, though im still very down, im wondering if this is a way out or a ticket to a worse …
if i could hug ya i would....just know that you are not alone i am goin through the same thing you are
hey someone here who totaly undestands you man! hi im mel,,was a gear head for well since i was 17 and im 33 now,ive been clean from gear for about 5 years now,but i am still on methadone,only about 5ml,but it was the meth in the end that helped me. I was a raging junky,any pills,gear injected into my veins,i did do it whwn i was young for some kind of buz,i thought it was hard,almost interesting,i knew it was evil,but i cant really exsplain that one yet,all i knew was how to make fast cash,rob,con,and i was good at it,so i didnt get caught,then i became a mom,bad news,you can imagine as all us drug takers do ive had it all,lived through some shit,and in some!Watched my mates drop dead,and been too fucked to care.died twice,,,oncce i had stopped breathing for 3 minutes,my blood had settled in my body and my jaw had to be prised open to force air into me,,,i woke up in hospital,only wanting to go home to feel my buzz!sick. Noow im ok,i dont feel tempted by the brown any more,my urges have gone,but i have new battles,but im happy with my kids,and here for you!! And i do understand!
hope ur doing okay
Hi there Graeme.. I want to be there for you as you go through this crappy time. Hang in there hon. If you need me.. even just to complain or to gripe about life.. I'm here for ya.. Take care.. Love MJ
Thanks for adding me, message me anytime~Jill
got hooked escaping my broken heart, sadness and lonelyness trying to quit junk jsut started juice, almost died and so alone no freinds to talk to nor support from family, its tough to say the least as you know.