osbornelewis's Journal

why is it that someone does something wrong very wrong so wrong they dont deserve to live on this planet or even the universe any more but they just keep getting away with things.

My grandad still has not gone to court for what he did to me.
yet i feel the one who is being punished its been over a year now since i reported him to the police why has there not been any move moment for ages for months even.

why are they doing this to me he is sitting pritty where i am sat at home woundering if its my fault even most of my family are not speaking to me even the once who i thought might stick around if i said something but no i was wrong yet again can i trust any one. can i even trust my self.

i feel like crap today i have even though i have been out in the car with my boyfriend and the kids but it just not worked i still feel like crap.

i have stoped seeing my therapist as she thinks it too dangerous for me while i am pregnant but isnt my stress and upset just as bad. i am just once again on my own to deal with this shit