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osbornelewis 
in fell so terrible today trying to cope but failing i just wish i was dead then i wont feel any more pain or anger. i wont have to deal with flash backs or nightmares i am such a freek why can i not be normal and live a happy save life with out pain anger or people who i ahte in my life. my religion teachs that you should forgive thew sinner but not the sin but i am finding it very hard to do that i have asked got for grace to help me but i just can not do it yet. i talk to my priest he says it takes time but how much time how much more can i take.
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Hello osbornelewis,
I am so sorry to hear that but please dont do yourself in .I know its a hard thing to face. I am just now set up an. appt. with a sexual abuse coun. April 2,09. I do have flash backs of the abuse and I dont like it at all.I want to do myself in but I have a lot to live for and so do you . your children and your boy friend of 8 years. And I have a boy friend for 2 years and also my 18 year old daughter who will be 19 next month. I hope you feel better soon .
SummerBaby1962